Big Big Bad Ass and his frontman, Bad Ass

For those regular readers, you’ve heard parts of this story….for you new to my blog, I’ll tell it again. (For regular readers…hang on….there’s more).

Ever since early childhood, I have remembered other lifetimes, all the remembered ones consisting of being horribly tortured and killed for doing my light work. This happened way before my 8 or 9 year old experience of Jesus and the gang (my name for them) appearing in my bedroom to talk to me and tell me of my work this lifetime – to do spiritual work again, at the world level, and to be a leader. I argued with them as I had no desire to go through more torture again. They insisted it would be better this lifetime – that I’d be safe.

Now “safe” is a relative term, as doctors and my parents attempted to label me crazy for this and other spiritual experiences I had and spoke about to them. “Safe” is a relative term when you grow up with these past remembrances, with severe asthma, large numbers of ER and hospital stays, in a home with 2 smokers, and consistent attacks from the dark, along with punishments for things the neighborhood accused me of and I hadn’t committed. “Safe” is a relative term growing up a light worker/warrior attempting to hide my light so I could survive and fit into the “normal” world.

Another early memory I had was of being in Oneness still, noticing the dark being created, and arguing with Source this was a very, very bad idea and needed to be stopped NOW!!!!! Source didn’t agree and said it would all work out in the end. I requested to be allowed to jump into incarnation and get to work right away to attempt to shut the dark down immediately before any damage took place, to restore it all back into light. Thus began my long interaction with Bad Ass, or Mr. Bad Ass, the name my spiritual work partner, John, and I, gave to him. Mr. Bad Ass was part of all those lifetimes of being tortured and killed for my attempts to shut him and his organization down and restore creation to love and light. He tried everything he could conceive of to shut me down for good….chopping my body into pieces, making sure my lifetimes were extremely challenging, often lonely, almost always ending in betrayal and violence. But I stayed determined. Osho once gave me the name Aradhana. In its original language it means to pray without ceasing, to focus on the desired goal or outcome until it is fully achieved. And so it has been for me. Throughout my lifetimes, no matter how serious my commitment, lonely or challenging, my loving compassionate heart has remained intact, with a devotion to Source and all life.

John and I have been working together on and off since Oct. 15, 2014, to shut down the dark’s rule and matrix and free all life upon this planet and help usher in the Shift into the light and full disclosure. We assumed our present work would only be focused on this planet, with perhaps some ET involvement, and that work to free the rest of creation might come later. Then on Dec. 19, I went through one of the worst attacks I’ve experienced from the dark. Starting in late Sept., attacks had increased from occasional to daily and have remained so, with perhaps 2 or 3 days attack free since then. The attack started more subtly, with pain in my tailbone. Then, as I was driving, suddenly my tailbone was in severe pain. I started using natural childbirth breathing, calling in Source and Source within, divine love and light, attempting to push the attacker out of my body. I could feel him moving into and up through my spine to my second chakra, below my belly button. I could feel this darkness all around me, violently attacking me.

I got back to where I’m staying and sent John a message. Soon we were on Skype doing a second session of the day. John managed to get him out of my body and we went to work identifying who had been attacking me. When we finally managed to identify that it was THE Mr. Bad Ass, we were stunned. We always ask Source within to make sure our information is accurate as well as check to make sure the actions we take are supported by Source law and for the Greater Good. We were told that since this soul was incorrigible, had continued a dark agenda consistently against Source law; we were told to call upon Source and have him dissolved back into Source. We did that and also were told we could have Source dissolve his entire organization and all the threads coming from it. We assisted with that and celebrated, thinking that surely we were done now and the Shift could happen.

Uh huh….

Then on Jan. 20th, over a month after meeting Mr. Bad Ass, I experienced a strong attack but it was quite different than the one I’d had from Mr. Bad Ass. This one had started the day before on my walk, with upper back pain, then including heartburn. It continued through the night with tailbone pain, head/neck/upper back pain. My night was a battle, my bed covers completely undone, waking up over and over, tossing, turning, commanding whoever was there to leave, calling in light and love. The pain wasn’t as strong or intense as the Mr. Bad Ass attack, so it was confusing.

That morning in the session with John, we asked questions of Source within and found that there was another entity above Mr. Bad Ass, that he had escaped our past clearings and soul exchanges and warnings as he had never been actively involved. Rather, he had been the one giving orders to Mr. Bad Ass. Like the rattle snake in the photo above (taken in the Tucson desert in 2013), he had remained hidden, with only the tail of his organization visible all those lifetimes and even in the very beginning when I saw the dark being first created. He was the head of the organization and Mr. Bad Ass carried out his commands. Just as Trump is the face carrying out the US Secret government’s bidding for the dark.

We identified Big Big Bad Ass when we were working to clear two other humans who had already received soul exchanges but were calling back dark rogue souls to return from the monad and enter their bodies, pushing the newly installed light souls aside so they could continue their dark agenda. We discovered that Big Big Bad Ass was assisting them in bringing back these dark rogue souls even though the newly installed light souls were tasked with preventing this kind of thing. Thankfully we’ve been able to set up protections against this now and with Big Big Bad Ass gone, we hope this behavior is ended. John and I had come across what we called the head of the snake 10 days earlier but Big Big Bad Ass was different. Again, Source within led us to have Big Big Bad Ass dissolved back into Source. We made sure that the organization and any remaining threads were dissolved back into Source, also.

Our work hasn’t stopped there, so we continue on, now clearing other planets in the universe, and clearing away what is presented to us so that the path to full disclosure and the Shift into the light is a safe, open passage for the Disclosure team and all its supporters.

May we soon be free of all dark agendas and be living in freedom, love, peace and joy on the timeline of Oneness and Abundance.

Thanks for joining me on this journey, for bringing your light to the world. Thanks for taking a moment to read, like, and share in the conversation with a comment. I invite you to follow the blog and stay engaged with this journey.

Much love, katelon

Here are the two posts John has written on his blog about Mr. Bad Ass and Big Big Bad Ass.

https://freedom4humanity.wordpress.com/2018/12/21/a-solstice-to-remember/

https://freedom4humanity.wordpress.com/2019/01/23/additional-support-for-full-disclosure/

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Near Death Experience Into Expansiveness!

Awhile ago I promised a blog post about more ways the dark interferes with us and keeps people attached to the matrix.  The work I’ve been doing daily, sometimes 2 to 3 times a day, with my spiritual work partner, John, has gone so far out and gotten so extensive, that I haven’t had extra energy to do much else.   The good news is that we have been successful in clearing more and more of the path so that the Shift into the light can happen. 

What I want to talk about today is Near Death Experiences, often shortened as NDE’s.  Here is a description of the NDE I had in the fall of 1986.

I  had ended up with an intense asthma attack, in the afternoon, and by evening it just kept getting worse.  My teenage son was asleep by the time I realized I had to go to the emergency room.  I decided to drive myself, although I was in such bad shape, I probably should have taken an ambulance.  I woke my son up to let him know I was taking off, something he forgot by the next morning. 

I called the emergency room ahead of time, and told them how I was so they’d be ready for me.  I drove myself to the hospital, hunched over the steering will, barely breathing.  Throughout my lifetime, there had been such a disconnect between the spiritual experience I’d had with Jesus, at age 8 or 9, telling me what I was here to do, and all my other spiritual experiences, and the so called reality of what a struggle my life was and how alone I felt.  This had led me to feel suicidal off and on, not overtly attempting it, but feeling hopeless.  All the way to the hospital, I knew that it was up to me, that nothing the doctors did would keep me alive, or not, that it was going to be my choice. All the way there, I argued with myself as I knew I could easily die; it was up to me to choose to take the opportunity to die, or to choose to live.

I got to the parking lot, built on a slight hill. I struggled to walk up the parking lot and into the emergency room.  Once I walked in through the doors, the doctors and nurses panicked as they saw how badly off I was and how I was barely breathing.  They whisked me into an emergency room and started pumping me with drugs, attempting to save my life.  I grew up in emergency rooms and had had a previous near death experience but this one was different.  I kept leaving my body.  I’d zoom out, feel myself out of my body, and stepping into this amazing expansiveness. Then, I’d be yanked back into my body and need to defecate….a first for me in the ER. Then, I’d find myself out of my body again, stepping into expansiveness….then I’d be yanked back and need to vomit…again a first.  This kept happening several times. When I’d come back into my body I could hear the doctors and nurses very agitated, hearing their alarm at my condition. In the past, no matter how severe my attacks were, I was always very conscious.  This time was much different.

At some point, they were able to stabilize me enough to set me up in a room.  I was in Tucson, AZ and the room had this large picture window looking out at the sacred Santa Catalina mountains.  I was still struggling to breathe so I didn’t want to lean back even an inch.   I took the rolling tray table, asked for more pillows and piled up the pillows on top of the table, until I could barely lean forward, with one arm curved up on the top pillow, my head turned to the side,and looking out the window.  I saw myself outside the window, as a spirit.  It was like I was “Miss America”, as I paraded up and down this walkway, with other spirits on either side of the walkway.  They’d hand me roses and they were all cheering, congratulating me for choosing life.  The entire scene was like watching a TV screen and it went on and on for quite awhile.  I’d always questioned the “near death experience” as I didn’t go to the light, I went to “expansiveness”.  Now I see that I was dying, stepping into Oneness.

I discussed this experience with John because I had always questioned whether it was truly an NDE or not, as I didn’t see a light, a tunnel of light, etc. …all the attributes most others have reported in their NDE.  I knew I had almost died but somehow I felt like I had flunked my NDE  🙂  John saw my description as something he had long wondered about.  In our sessions, we have sometimes run across souls that got trapped in the matrix, lifetime after lifetime.  John had realized that the matrix uses this light at the end of the tunnel to ensnare souls back into the matrix, rather than the soul returning to its monad to rest and learn until its next incarnation.  Just as the dark has manipulated most religions, corrupting them to keep souls dis-empowered and disconnected from Source and Source within them, the dark created this false light to trick souls into following it back into the matrix.  So it’s possible that those who report going to the light, but returning to their lives on earth, have actually escaped not only dying but also being trapped in the matrix.  Perhaps it is Source that has returned them to life by preventing this detour to the matrix and a lifetime of living that corrupted way. 

In doing this work with John I’ve had to let go of several of the rituals and beliefs that I had formed my life around, as I found out how much the dark and the matrix have corrupted so many aspects of life, and how propaganda is so pervasive.  What remained of my rose colored glasses has been stripped off completely as I had to face how the dark had given John and I misinformation in some of the work we’ve done together over the years.  I’ve also had to let go of  many spiritual teachers whose videos and messages I used to enjoy but now see they have been compromised too much.

Soon we will have full disclosure and all truth will be revealed.  It will be wonderful to have light-based trustworthy information!

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Love, katelon