Loss, making room for Truth!

I’ve had a large amount of loss in my life.  Starting at age 6, I had a close family member die, my paternal step-grandmother, and another one died every 6 years. First my paternal grandfather, then my only sibling, my brother, until my maternal Grandmother died when I was 24.  My Dad left my Mom in 1978 and didn’t have much to do with my son or me anymore, then he died in 1997.  My Mom died in 1999, and my son started leaving my life in 2000, left a couple more times and has been gone since Valentine’s day, 2007.  My birth family is gone now and none of my extended family has chosen to stay in touch with me. 

 

I grew up very ill, in and out of ER’s and hospitals, had a couple near death experiences and was very close to death several times. So there were some things I lost out on participating in due to my poor health. In 1994, my best girlfriend died suddenly.  Many friends have either drifted away or decided my work and revelation of my life out of bounds was just too confronting to them.  I really tried to fit in during childhood and early adulthood but it only led to severe depression and rage, so I decided to just learn to let go of those who couldn’t accept and celebrate my true self. So loss has been a long time theme for me.

Fall is my favorite season and it is also the time of year people have died in my life.  It’s like they are fitting into nature’s pattern of releasing.  I had a challenging time with all this loss in my life but I”m also learning to let go and trust that that which serves me – beliefs, people, things, places – will remain in my heart and memories and that which doesn’t serve me will be replaced by that which brings even more joy into my life and lights me up! 

John and I started our work together on this project Oct. 14, 2014.  After awhile, our work partnership fell away.  Later, we tried round two, and that ended as well.  I continued the work throughout, on my own.  Then, in the summer of 2018, and Sept., we started talking again about this project.  John had made a major shift in his belief system.  So one day, he said something like….if we are going to work together again, you will have to let go of all the New Age beliefs you have held onto.  He expected me to take days to decide or process that request but I quickly just replied “OK”.  And thus began take three of this work of ours to shut down the dark timeline, its power and all supporting it, and help usher in the new timeline, beginning with Full Disclosure. 

When Full Disclosure comes, much of what we’ve been told and taught in all our institutions, and most aspects of life will be revealed to have had dark agendas running them.  The dark governments of the world will be exposed for the corruption that permeates them and the corrupt justice systems and media that supports them.  Dark financing will be revealed, dark “healthcare”, religions, educational systems and institutions, “science”, agriculture, you name it, the dark has had its hand in it. Economic slavery, racism, inequality, competition… it all sets us up to have dysfunctional relationships with ourselves, Source, our families and most relationships, including the one with our body. Our body was designed differently in the beginning but was manipulated to work more poorly, heal poorly and ultimately age and die.  The timeline we are on cannot be maintained.  It is broken. Just as the storm that moved through on Friday left many trees ravaged and broken, this timeline is beginning to crack.  We read about it every day.

And soon, this timeline will reach the end.

And what will remain will be decaying and decomposing.

But please take heart friends because after all this “loss”, what will appear to take its place is – pure…love…light…joy…abundance…Oneness…a return to the original design of our body, our world…systems based on truth and the greater good of all and the greater good of the planet. This will be a world that works for everyone, cares for everyone, cares for all life, cares for the planet. No more separation of mind/body, human/Source, human/planet, man/woman, black/white/brown/yellow/red. There will be a transition of course, things to clean up, re-work, re-learn, adapt to, release…but the loss won’t bring despair but a rejoicing.

I’m so ready for that new timeline.  Thanks for your light and all you bring to this journey. Thanks for joining me, liking, commenting, and sharing.  I’ll be here to assist you in any way I can through this powerful shift!  Hope to see you soon on the other side 🙂

Love, katelon