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Victory To The Light This New Year!!!

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Photo taken by Katelon Jeffereys Dec. 28, 2014 Pacific Beach, San Diego, CA

As the sun sets on another year, I want to take the time to not only wish you a Happy New Year but also confirm that this coming year WILL be a VERY Happy New Year, a VERY Happy New World! It looks like it isn’t quite here yet, and the plugged ear signal that still remains, lets me know that the complete physical surrender of the dark hasn’t happened yet, but during our daily sessions we are assured that great progress is being made and that it could happen at any time.

What is wonderful about it, too, is that the dark is realizing their power is no more and they are surrendering not to give the power over to someone else, for them to have power over them, but to a new system, a system of sovereignty where everyone is in service to each other, humanity, the planet, and yet also committed to standing in their truth, authenticity, empowered in their divinity; each human stepping forward as the light and love, in freedom, to live their divine mission, sharing their deepest gifts with all the world. The dark are rejoining the whole. Love is winning. Light is winning.

I wanted to share with you a few things that happened to me several days ago. I’m not sharing these for you to then blame everything that has happened to you on dark interference but to demonstrate the lengths the dark has gone to and the extent of the effect that they were able to have on us in the past, especially light workers working to bring forth the truth.

I had gone to a couple local grocery stores and approached my car, using my car clicker to open the car doors. Nothing happened. I tried again. Still nothing. This clicker is only a few months old, so I knew the battery and the mechanism were fine. I tried again. Still nothing. Then I decided to put the key in the lock and open it that way, ready to deal with the car alarm going off. The key didn’t work?!!!! I stepped back, looked at my car and the Yakima box on top to make sure it was the right car. Yep. I asked Ashtar and all his light team to help me. I tried again. Still nothing. Then, I asked for help one more time, tried the clicker again and finally it worked. Yay!!!

Later that night, I sat at my lap top and clicked on a video and there was no sound?! I tried a CD. Still no sound. Went to you tube, tried a video there. No sound. I looked at my sound settings on my computer, and they were all set correctly. I made sure that nothing was muted. I tried several times. Nothing. I wrote John and let him know the sound was off and I had no clue what to do. John doesn’t like doing our sessions on a cell phone but obviously without sound, skype wasn’t looking like it was going to be working the next day for our session, as it would require sound. I knew the dark was messing with me again that day, attempting to keep John and I from working together. So I asked for help again. I listened for guidance. I was told to turn off the computer and did so. When I turned it back on, the sound was back. This had never happened before and I knew that both the car lock/clicker issue and the sound issue had been dark interference. John and i confirmed it the next day in our session.

The dark knows it is running out of options and is lashing out in every way it can think of to mess with humanity and especially light workers.

A few days before that, as I readied for my daily session with John, to continue our work to oust the dark and bring forth the light, I looked at the small piece of paper I had written the agenda on. Yep, it looked good. Then, I used skype to call John. As we discussed the agenda, I looked down….the paper was blank!? I had torn off another small sheet, too, knowing I’d be using 4 small sides of paper. I turned the two pieces over, looking at both sides…blank, completely blank???? John and I talked a while longer and I mentioned the disappearing agenda. We talked some more and I asked for help. Both sheets of paper were still blank. We talked some more. I turned over the paper again and there was the writing, re-appeared!!!

John had an issue with skype one day. He tried everything he could to fix it. Knowing how much he relies on skype for our work, he kept attempting to fix it. He asked for help. Nothing. He then went over to his son in law’s home. They had to fool with it for awhile, and he asked for help again and finally, the issue was fixed. He knew it was the dark attempting to interfere with our work, so he was glad for the solution. So sometimes the solution comes via Ashtar and his team, other times, it comes through guiding us humans to solutions. Of course there is help that comes from many ascended masters and archangels.

Another time I had Ashtar intervene and fix my present host’s vacuum when I had completely taken it a part, fixed and cleaned everything possible and still it wasn’t working and looked like it would need an expert to fix it. I asked for help, went for a walk, came back, turned it on and it worked fine. I had left it alone for awhile before that, and it hadn’t worked.

This last 12 days I have had jaw tension and up until yesterday, pain so intense I was ready to scream. I might have mentioned it before. After a few days of barely sleeping, in intense pain, we asked about it in a session and we were told it was a dark attack. So I asked for more protection, and for the team we work with to heal it all. Suddenly the pain was gone. Then, that night I was on a phone call, and was attacked energetically by a very dark woman who has chosen to declare herself my enemy. It felt like someone had shot a nail gun in my jaw and the pain just increased throughout the evening and all though the night. I tried everything i could think of to relieve it and nothing would work. I was at wits end by the next morning. So we asked about it in a session, and were told about the woman, the daughter of the woman I had been on the phone with, and so I placed her in mirrors to reflect back to her what she does, and protect me and everyone else from her dark attacks. We were told that she holds a fair amount of power with the dark and was threatened by the work John and I are doing. We were also told that she came into this lifetime to transition to the light finally, but so far, she hasn’t taken that route. So John and i both talked to her energetically to set boundaries regarding her and I, and to inform her of the upcoming shifts and give her an option to step into our clearing/healing circle and transition to the light. So far she hasn’t stepped forward and that is her choice. At least the pain went away immediately.

But then, a day later, the pain was back somewhat. I had received guidance about a past life where I had taken on great guilt, misplaced guilt, and moved into strong self punishment/martyr stuff that I have carried ever since. John and I worked with the team to see that much of the contracts I took on to process humanity’s suffering were based on that lifetime and the decisions I had made upon transitioning from that lifetime. I created my own past life therapy that I use with others in my business and had worked on this lifetime several times before, but somehow hadn’t released it fully. But working with the team and John, I was finally able to release all that I had taken on from that lifetime. Although some symptoms still remain, and we are told that they are part of dark technologies placed in me because I have been their arch enemy for so long, and these won’t be shut down until the full surrender takes place and the following shift into the light. But through our work that day, I was able to mute the remaining symptoms. Jaw tension remains slightly but the intense pain is gone. Whew!!!

We have helped a few of our friends, too, by bringing them into our clearing/healing circle, with their health challenges either lessening or going away completely. So I know we are on the right track.

I’m hoping these stories have been helpful for you, explaining perhaps some odd situations and symptoms you might have experienced or are experiencing now. Help is available. And soon, with the complete surrender of the dark, all technologies will be shut down and humankind will be free to move forward, finally without restriction.

So now lets say goodbye to the past, to enslavement, to the dark’s power agenda that has so hindered and harmed us for so long, to our own beliefs and patterns that have held us down, letting the sun set on those days, that world.

Now is the time to prepare ourselves for the New Day, New Year, New World where love has won, where light is victorious, where we all are living on the timeline of Oneness, Abundance, Joy, Peace, rejuvenation, health and wholeness in all ways!

Much love to you my dear readers!

For more details about the work John and I are doing, you can read his blog:
http://www.freedom4humanity.wordpress.com

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Friendship in the New Reality!

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Hugging bushes photo by Katelon

Friends

Smiles, laughs, the love of friends
that’s what makes me high
opening up inside to caress all that comes.

High times, low times, friends survive
all that comes in between
cherishing the light each other holds
inside, filled with dreams.

Sometimes craziness threatens to come between
the faith, the pact of a friendship’s life.
But you hold onto the love,
because of all you gain.

Through the low times, high times
friends survive all that comes in between
cherishing the light each other holds
inside, filled with dreams.

© Katelon T. Jeffereys

This is a poem I wrote in 1976 and it is still one of my favorites. It has been on my mind as I still spend so much time alone. I certainly have plenty of out of body “friends” but it’s not like they can really walk down the street with me or sit across from me at some meal. I have numerous FB friends and friends that I stay in touch with via phone, text or email. But again, much of my time is spent alone. I don’t think I am the exception either. Especially in the “lightworker” community, as they are often alone in their beliefs, their experiences, all while doing their work to assist the light agenda on this planet, but lack physical support.

I’ve been writing about the recent surrender of the Chimera, the dark cloned race created by Ankara and placed here in underground bunkers on this planet, who had placed various dark technologies within humanity as well as on the planet. The Archons, energetic beings on the etheric plane of this planet also had technologies hampering humanity and the planet. As previously reported the head of the Chimera has been working with the light forces and shut down their technologies on the planet. In my session with John yesterday, the Archons came forward and announced that they all wanted to transition to the light, and that they welcomed a coordinated effort with the Chimera head and the light forces to shut down all their dark technologies as well. They are all jumping for joy now that they can move forward with open doors of possibilities in their evolutionary journey.

Why I’m mentioning all of this is that up until now, our planet has been based on survival, economic slavery, lack, competition, survival of the fittest, and separation. It is amazing that human beings have managed to have families, build community, express love and compassion at all, as many religious doctrines, governmental dictates, societal rules, cultural and racial beliefs and prejudices, economic biases, and gender discrimination passed down to inform our cultures, have rather than encouraged the supposed love, kindness, and support they were created from and instead posited beliefs that served to divide people even more. This was all at the hands of the dark, to keep humanity separate, weak, fearful and easy to control.

Community and friendship have also taken a big hit with the more westernized fast paced lifestyles, too; longer work days, back yards, and yes, even the technology that connects us globally and yet invades most face to face conversations and even distracts at a shared meal. I lived in Seattle for 14 years, a record for me, and joined a few groups, went to and occasionally played at open mics, did some volunteer work, worked for others some and yet still managed to do most things alone. Luckily I am ok with going to a movie alone, a meal out, a hike, a trip, and now my over two year journey. But it wasn’t without an effort to connect that I ended up mostly alone.

The dark has done what it can through its media and other outlets to separate people. Even when people do manage to come together, without a concerted effort there is often dysfunction and dissent. So up until now, the path to friendship has had its share of blocks and challenges.

Once the dark is ousted and light and love take full control of religions, governments, countries, companies and the minds and hearts of humanity, the technologies fully shut down along with all their effects, the truth revealed of all that kept us separate, I believe we will be able to move into true friendship/relationship with ourselves, each other and Spirit. Can you imagine a world where housing, clean water, safety and plenty to eat is taken care of and obtained easily? Can you imagine a world where governments truly work to support its citizens and work in cooperation with all other governments? Can you imagine a week with plenty of time for your family, your community, your friends, yourself? With our basic needs taken care of, and meaningful work that doesn’t take up most of your week, this leaves time to connect with others. And especially, with these beliefs gone that have kept us in survival mode and such competition, judgment, self-judgment, reaction and separation, I believe we will finally move into deep friendships that serve to inspire us and lift us even higher. I believe that communities will thrive, true sustainable cooperative communities.

I’m looking forward to that day. How about you? To move forward in life unfettered inside and outside…..no more need to protect or defend….just open unabashed love extended to others. Wow!!!

How About Some Compassion?

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Before I move into my topic of today, “compassion”, I want to introduce you to the rose in the photo. While living in Seattle for numerous years, Lincoln Park became my haven. I am a country girl and big cities are challenging to me. I often walked in Lincoln park, up in the forested areas and down by the Puget Sound. There was a path I loved to take, starting at the north end, down an alley of sorts, behind a row of houses on the water. I love beauty, flowers and smells, so I had a “smell” routine, stopping along the path to sniff my favorites as I walked toward the path along the sound. This rose was my favorite. Notice its fragile beauty. Can you feel the softness of the petals, almost cool to touch? Can you see the delicate orange and pink color? If you lean in, you can smell the enticing citrus scent…so delicious you can almost taste it. That is compassion. To behold the beauty, gently holding another, taking in the vision, fragility, and yes, even the scent. In that action, you behold the divinity in another. No matter what they’ve done, or said, you see beyond that, just as we risk the thorns of a rose so that we can be touched by the beauty. I’d like you to remember that rose and call upon its beauty, fragility, scent and feel, so that when you need to call upon compassion, you have a tool to bring you into that place.

If you’ve been following my blog, you know that my lifetimes long path has been to fight the dark, since it’s very inception, and bring forth the light. More recently, I’ve deepened my work within the sessions John and I are doing, leading us to work more directly with the Chimera, dark forces who have ruled this planet for 25,000 years, and the cabal, humans playing out these dark agendas. You can read more details on John’s blog http://www.freedom4humanity.wordpress.com. The Chimera have had in place a quarantine around the planet, to keep out the light and prevent it from dispelling the dark and transforming this planet, a veil in place within humanity to keep them from remembering their divinity, and much more dark technologies on the planet and placed within humanity to keep us all enslaved, downtrodden and under their control.

Dark interference and implants were placed in humans, and dark beliefs spread into religions, institutions, and throughout society to keep humans living a very limited life. Certainly there have been breakthroughs from time to time, but the violence here, the awful ways we can treat each other, the atmosphere of fear that is spread through the dark based media and various dark run black ops, keeps humans from knowing the fullness of their power, their hearts, and their divinity. I’m bringing all this up because I want you to know that you are not fully responsible for all those things you think you did poorly, the times you were less than upright in your behavior, etc. I’m not excusing any of us from being responsible, or accountable, as I strive to do that daily. What I am saying is that there ARE reasons beyond your control that have led much of who you have been, how you have been acting or reacting. Add into that the economic slavery placed upon humanity, the toxins spewed into the air physically and electrically, and it is amazing there is as much support, forgiveness, and kindness in humanity at this time. That speaks volumes for the big heartedness of this race called humans. So……have some compassion for yourself first of all, and then for the others around you. Look with softened eyes, a tender heart, reach out with a gentle hand, take a deep breath and feel compassion for all you’ve done, all you’ve been, what others have gone through.

Now, let’s move further out.

The Chimera was a cloned race, created by Ankara, a creator God on a dark path. They were created to occupy and conquer. They were created without light bodies. So these guys didn’t have a chance at all. Ankara surrendered to the light, in the late 90’s and then asked all his cloned races to surrender. The Chimera refused and the planet continued to be held within the grasp of the cabal and the dark technologies. So, they had a choice, and chose to continue their path of darkness. Through the work John and I have been doing though, I learned that at the core of their DNA, they were programmed for darkness. They also had energetic contracts to follow this path. That’s a lot to fight against. And yet, on Oct. 15th, when John and I approached the head of the Chimera and offered him the option of transitioning to the light, with the stipulation that he negotiate a surrender of the entire Chimera forces and shut down all the dark technologies, he took us up on the offer. At the time, he thought he could trick us. But once it was done, he was now held within the light. John assisted him in gaining a light body, and then he went on to obtain the full surrender of the Chimera, and is now working for the light to finish clearing all darkness and bringing the planet and humanity to the light. Ultimately he has chosen to become human, and other Chimera members have made that choice, too. Some of the Chimera chose to return to their own planets. Of those beings who choose to become human, I say WELCOME. And I offer them compassion for the dark roles they were led to play. I’m asking you to have compassion for them as well.

The Cabal and their minions are another matter. These people are human, with light bodies, created from Source and thus light. Although they were subject to the same dark interference and implants we all had, they also made conscious choices to play their dark roles of destruction, greed, control, and deceit, and have wreaked havoc on the health, well-being, structure and finances of humanity and the planet. They have stopped at nothing to destroy any semblance of peace, prosperity, success or fulfillment of the masses. The truth will soon be coming out about all that they have done, and left to our 3D ways, we could cry for arrests, trials, and persecution. I am calling instead for compassion.

With the surrender of the Chimera and the dismantling of all their technologies, the Cabal are left powerless. Through the mirror containment set up around them by John and I, and other work done by other light-workers and “white hats” in high places, they can no longer succeed. So they are sidelined, no matter how much they may snarl and spit out threats. The gravy train stops now. They, too, have the choice now to transition to the light, taking their skill sets and using them for the light, or at the time of the ascension of this planet, they will be dissolved into Source again.

Humanity is now at a choice point. Do we go backwards and hold our fists in the air shouting for justice, or do we protect ourselves and our planet, yes, but show compassion, and allow these sidelined dark path humans to choose the light? Are we strong enough to shower them with love and forgiveness, showing them that we are stronger than darkness? I feel that the more humanity owns it’s big heartedness, steps into its power, and shines out compassion, the sooner the remaining inertia and illusion of power that the cabal still seems to hold, will just dissolve.

So remember the rose…its velvety texture, its orange and pink beauty, its fragility, the sweet citrus scent, open your heart, step into your power and beam out compassion….for yourself, for others, for the Chimera, for the planet, and for those humans who have played such a dark role. Let’s be the Saviors of this planet.

Focusing On the NEW Reality!

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I’ve been feeling pretty weary and alone lately. My entire existence, hundreds of thousands of lifetimes, has been focused on ousting the dark. I had an argument with source stating that it was a BAD idea to let it exist…..but source replied that it would work itself out and LOVE and LIGHT would win in the end. Since I wasn’t willing to leave it to fate, I took on this zealous path, as if I alone would have to be responsible for the job.(little ego there 🙂

As you can imagine, it hasn’t been easy nor has my light been welcome. At the age of two I started remembering past lives of being horribly tortured and killed for doing this work, going against the dark, attempting to wake up humanity in some fashion, and oust the ruling elite. So when I was told at age nine I was here to do it again, I wanted no part of it. But since you can’t run from destiny, I spent years working to release my fear of this work, and fear of getting harmed for doing this work. Of course I haven’t been hung, drowned, or stoned yet (figuratively but not physically at least), but I did a good job myself by taking on severe asthma, spending much of my childhood in emergency rooms and hospitals (and some of my adulthood, too), and many injuries, not to mention many betrayals, abandonment, blah blah.You get the picture.

But……this path has not been without rewards and I wouldn’t give it up for anything, and feel the best is yet to come and we are almost there. WHEW!!!!

Lately, my spiritual healing friend, John, and I, have been going straight to the top of the dark food chain, getting the head of the Chimera to agree to transition to the light, then to meet with the head of the light resistant forces, Ashtar, and negotiate surrender of the Chimera forces and shut down all their technologies within humanity and on the planet. We worked with the resistant hardliner Chimera and the surrender is now complete. I’ve been doing clearing work and spiritual work on my own as well as with John, and through my telepathic communication with the head of the Chimera, who gave us the name “Seth”. Because of this surrender and the work they are doing and we are doing, the cabal and all their minions are soon to be sidelined completely and the planet and humanity moved totally onto a timeline of Oneness, abundance, peace and love. Of course there will still be work to do, but now the work can proceed without hindrance from the dark. You can read more about the work we’ve been doing and more explanation on John’s blog http://www.freedom4humanity.wordpress.com

This work hasn’t been easy and at times i end up in intense pain from attacks, other times I just feel weary of the work and the lack, so far, of outward tangible results in my body, life and in the world. A girl can feel kind of crazy and wonder if it is real or not.

Today though, I got to thinking of this picture I took a few days ago of the reflection of Crystal Pier, Pacific Beach, San Diego. Up until now on this planet, we’ve been living that reflection, told by the dark ruling elite that it is real. We’ve believed it due to their technologies. At times there have been civilizations, such as Lemuria, that saw differently, but they never lasted. We’ve all gotten so caught up in looking at the reflection, believing it is real, that we’re in the water, the depths, rather that truly living in our elevated divine states of being.

I believe that with these shifts taking place, that soon the reflections will be revealed as the lies that they truly are, and it will dissolve before our eyes, and then what will appear solid to us will be the true beauty of the world, the true beauty of ourselves, with opportunities to share that beauty in ways we’ve only dreamed of up until now.

The other day, I was driving home, heading east, as the full moon was rising. I had to pull over because it felt so powerful. I felt in my heart that the light truly was winning and with that feeling, all my lifetimes of struggle, torture and death became worth it.

Here’s to the light and love and New Earth Arising!!!!

Accepting Responsibility In These Transforming Times!

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I’ve spent many, many lifetimes working for the transformation that I believe we are experiencing now. The dark elite has kept humanity controlled a very long time; enslaving us, lying to us, doing all they could, very creatively, to keep us ill, poison the earth and keep humans in fear, dis-empowered and controlled.

We all might complain about the destruction to the earth, the corruption in governments, unemployment, and all the other situations and conditions we don’t like. At the same time though, as long as we’ve been able to complain, we’ve put the culprit outside ourselves. When we do that, we can, out of victim-hood, put the responsibility on “them”. We might not like these situations but at the same time, how many of us have stepped forward to do something to change these situations, change ourselves?

Many people get stuck in that place of blaming their parents for their behavior and life situations. Yet, when we become adults, we must, yes, look at those beginnings but then take charge and do the work to change ourselves and create the person we choose to be, as well as create the life we desire. To continue to blame our parents keeps us stuck in adolescence. It is the same for us as global citizens in this powerful time as we move into becoming galactic citizens. We need to accept responsibility and become accountable.

The world is now being flooded with love and light energy, the dark elite are being overcome and their strongholds are crumbling. But just as we celebrate the upcoming shift, we also will need to accept the responsibility for our lives and the earth. This requires us to grow up into the adult co-creators we are, and leave our teen rebellion behind.

I’ve spent much of my life, working to heal myself, help others and change those conditions that have affected the world. And yet, when I realize how much responsibility we will be stepping into, it is a little unnerving! What happens when all the blocks are removed, limitations gone? Am I ready to fully step into my power? Are you ready to step into yours?

I realized that it can feel scary and yet, I believe we WILL be guided, and remembering the wisdom, knowledge, talents and skills we’ve gained in other lifetime experiences and different dimensions. Yes, this will require and create change within our bodies and minds, relationships, life situations, and this can be overwhelming.

But I feel we will have great support. I know that part of my bigger mission has been and will be even more in the future to assist others through these changes. As long as we can stay grounded, remain in our hearts, finding places of peace, I feel we can move gracefully into this responsibility.

As my blog and website name states, empowerment and balance will be the tools of the day!!!!

Responsibility….the ability to respond with wisdom, grace and ease. It also includes accountability. We get to decide who we want to be and what kind of world we live in. This is exciting stuff!!!!

So please, breathe deep, anchor into this beautiful planet, drink up all the support from Gaia, Spirit and all the beings here to support us. And let me know if I can help you in any way! I’m holding out my hand…come join me. You have the keys to your new life!

Your value is the product of your thoughts…

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In our society, reclaiming our self value can be a long journey. Some cultures and families fully support their children and each other in a way that bolsters self esteem, self worth, self love and self value but many don’t at all.

With how our world has been run by the dark elite for so long, institutions, governments, and religions, were designed to keep people down, feeling devalued and lacking so they could be controlled. So this has been pervasive in our world.

I grew up with two critical parents, school mates that rejected me and devalued me, and that became my norm. In my lifelong quest to heal asthma, I realized how much of the time I held my breath so as not to wheeze, and tried to be as small as possible, take up as little room as I could, so as not to attract any more negative attention. When I did attempt to shine my light it was deemed too bright, so I kept that hidden as well.

My healing process has taken a long time and I’m so grateful for the various healers who helped me and the many techniques I learned to assist myself. This journey to self love and self valuing isn’t an easy quest, but oh so worth it.

The truth of who we are is divine co-creators with Spirit/source. Anything less than that is a lie. We were meant to shine bright and shine BIG! Love is who we are and to keep that covered not only hurts the world but it also hurts ourselves.

The time of the planet is one where we are all being called to reclaim this divinity, this light, this love and fill ourselves up, letting it seep out to the world. Imagine a world with all of us shining bright! Then together we can create a planet of peace, abundance, joy, wholeness.

You are a very valuable part of this creation. I honor you. Shine on dear one, shine on!!!!!

Otrazhenie

From http://www.santabanta.com

Have a wonderful week 🙂 

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Stepping onto, aligning with the timeline of ONENESS

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I am seeing the light shine down on this planet, putting it and all of us firmly on the timeline of Oneness, Abundance and Sovereignty; sidelining the dark from now on, just as the photo shows. It is now lighting up all our dreams and visions of ways to lift up this planet and our lives. Cosmic Law is now fully and completely anchored within Gaia, aligned fully and completely with Source, bringing every being into it’s protection, healing, and prospering energy.

Stepping onto this timeline requires responsibility, as we have to move from the place of victim, believing things happen to us, and instead align with our divinity, our connection with source that fills us up, flows through us and which we use to manifest our reality and our world. No more excuses folks. This is it! Showtime!!!!

I know this can feel scary, yet how empowering it is to truly take the reins of our lives and for the better world we are desiring! World peace! No more hunger, war, violence, abuse! hosing for everyone! Honoring ourselves, each other, the planet. Restoring this planet to it’s pristine condition..and so much more! Free energy!!! Meeting up with our galactic families and becoming galactic citizens…..

What a gift! What a treat! It will be so fun!!!!

So let’s get started! NOW!

What’s your first step? Let me know below!!!

Blessings and love to you all!

Thanks for reading my blog. Be sure to “like” it, if you do, leave a comment, sign up to receive it via email even if you aren’t on wordpress. I know I’ve been remiss lately but my energy is back and I’m looking forward to sharing much more with you! So please join me!

Photo taken near Lincoln Park, in West Seattle, WA

Feeling Lost?

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I feel that many people are feeling lost right now, or in limbo…as if what used to work in their lives, behavior, situations, conditions, etc. aren’t working anymore. And what is even more frustrating for them is that the new isn’t here either. Have you been feeling that way? I meet many people these days who are feeling this way.

Metaphysically I believe it is because the planet has ascended into the 5th dimension and yet, apparent reality still looks like 3rd dimension. We are in the process of ascending too and some people are living in the 5h D, but are still stuck paying the bills, attempting to keep some semblance of a life going and really struggling with it. I also believe that for many people, their true work and missions haven’t arrived yet because the planet isn’t quite ready for it to happen.

Many are in the process of letting go of old behaviors, old ways of thinking about themselves and life, and yet haven’t fully embraced a new way of being or even understand what that new way of being looks or feels like. It is an unsettling feeling and yet I also believe it is an exciting opportunity to decide what you really do what to do and be in life now.

As humans we can get very attached to comfort and want to stay in situations, relationships, ways of being just because they are known, even if they are harmful or painful. Breaking out is scary. And often change finally comes when it gets more painful to stay with the old that to leap for the new.

When I left Seattle I had no idea where I’d go or where I’d be led to along the way. I wasn’t even sure how I’d pay for this journey. At times it has felt quite scary and at other times I would think about just returning. But I’d stop and remind myself that I left for a reason, wasn’t happy there, so would ask myself why I would even think of returning. And the answer was always because it was “known”.

My life and direction are still uncertain but there is a freedom in this journey of letting go.

So I encourage you to find something inside to hold on to during your time of feeling lost, perhaps a vision or feeling of what it will be like when you have reached the changes you desire, or reminding yourself why you chose to move forward in the first place. Some people are motivated by moving toward something and some are motivated by moving away from something.

If you can just take a deep breath, relax, let go, you can actually reach a place of peace and power within this feeling of “lost” and “limbo”. And that’s when true and deep change can arrive. That is when miracles can truly arise.

Photo by Katelon T. Jeffereys of Avenue of the Giants in Northern CA.

Taking a Chance!

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I went to Lake Patagonia today. This was part of my adventure of being on the road for 22 weeks so far.  I leaped out of Seattle, WA. Nov. 1st. 2012, not sure where I’ll end up or when, funding uncertain. I leaped because Spirit guided me.  I knew I needed to trust. I knew I had spiritual work to do for the world, so I trusted I would be led to where I could be of service and shine my light. 

Some times have been challenging, some times have been great fun and through it all I’ve been taken care of.

I met a woman today who had been on the road tenting for 4 years.  She just recently purchased a very small special sleeping trailer with a small kitchen.  She too had the call of the road and trusted to leap, letting Spirit lead her on her way.

What is Spirit calling you to do? What gifts can you share? Sometimes all that is asked is a smile or kind word. Take a chance!  You might leap out of job or town like I did, or take a small step of change or chance in your relationship, your thoughts, your feelings. Whatever  you do, big or small, it is all a step in the right direction to expand your life and the world. 

Thank you beautiful people for making this world a better place!

Riding the Roller Coaster of Change and Transformation!

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 Whew!!! I don’t know about you but these huge energy influxes coming into the planet feel to me like an intense roller coaster ride…sometimes thrilling and blissful and sometimes bringing up some of the scariest, darkest fears I’ve had in a long time!  I did talk to one person I know, asking him how he is making it through all of this and he looked at me like he had no idea what I was talking about. But he is the only one. Most of my friends have been experiencing the same ride that I have been on and are feeling somewhat confused and exhausted by it. How about you?

 

            For me I can have days of feeling so trusting, so positive, knowing all is well, all will be sunny in the end and other days are spent sobbing and feeling like things are never going to change and this darkness is the best I can expect.  Sometimes it is the body pain that hobbles me and other times it is the emotional or spiritual pain that brings me down for the count.

 

            So how can you and I make our way through this with as much grace and ease as possible, with the fewest scars?

 

            I am finding grace in summertime, as I stroll along the paths of my favorite local park, or drive to other favorite nature spots.  Seeing the bursts of color after the cold, wet, gray winter of Seattle, lifts my spirit and reminds me that seasons come and go, things do blossom and sweetness can reach my soul once again.  Inspired by flowers like the one accompanying this article, I am strengthened by seeing the strong yet flexible stalk that holds this flower upright through the rain and wind, bringing it nutrients from the soil, reminding me that we are supported by Mother Earth. My joy returns as I notice the bright face of the flower as it reaches and opens to let in the sunshine, just as the light that is constantly being shone on us from Spirit can uplift us.

 

             I breathe deeply, spreading my arms, like leaves, to drink in this renewal, storing up nurturing to see me through any possible future storms of doubt or confusion. I set my toes free from shoes so I can wiggle them in the sand and soil, planting my own roots, feeling my connection to this beautiful planet and my commitment to assist in it’s transformation. As I learn to care for myself, I learn to better care for the earth. As I learn to love myself more, I learn to love the earth more. As I drink in the sun, the soil, the summer, I fill myself up so that I have more to give to others, and lend them a hand to guide them through this maze of change.

 

So please join me in remembering who we are,  remembering Spirit and Mother earth who feed us, and the creative energy that we, too, hold inside that has the potential to burst forth in blossoms of beauty, just as nature does.

 

Let go and  let’s enjoy the ride!