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A Glimpse Of Life After the Shift!

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Sunset 6 panorama

Photo by Katelon T. Jeffereys

In 1988 I had some remarkable things happen.  I want to share them with you as I believe they were a peek into what life will be like post shift.

I’d always wondered about them as on one hand, things just seemed to click into place, which wasn’t my normal experience, and then things would crash.  I asked a wonderful astrologer about it and she explained that during that particular time, I had very supportive aspects.  But that didn’t seem to explain it fully to me. It was as if all those things we read about in “The Secret” and hear from the channeled being “Abraham”, were happening for me. I had not had things like that happen so smoothly and magically before or since then, to that degree.  So stating the right affirmation, or being at the correct vibration, was not the explanation. 

Last week, I asked about it during my daily energy level session that I have each day, with my spiritual work partner, John.  If you’ve been reading my blog, you know that we work daily, alone and together, creating a sacred circle, then tuning in with various “teams”, to get information, give information, and do any requested or guided interventions, to assist in bringing forth the shift into the light. We also take time to address questions we have about events in our present or past. 

The information I was given was that during that time in 1988, the ET’s of the light were very involved in guiding me and supporting me.  The dark interference and attacks, implanted in me since conception and ongoing, was still happening, but somehow, during that time, the ET’s of the light were able to over-ride that more and assist me.  Then, the dark would kick in more strongly, and things would crash.  But the light ET’s would intervene and magic would happen once again.  Eventually, the light ET’s had to back off as the dark still held so much power (and still does until the Shift into the light), and the ET’s saw that if they continued to help me at that time, I would have ended up severely hurt or dead. 

What is so exciting for me about learning this information is that it shows me how smoothly and easily we will be able to create and manifest once the Dark are shut down for good.  Also, the dark matrix that has run and informed every aspect of this planet and severely affected our bodies, will be dissolved.  The dark technologies and interference placed within many and directed at all of us will be shut down, too. No longer will we be separated from our higher selves and Source, or each other.  We will regain our ability to create and be assisted by higher beings and Light ET’s as well.

As a long time holistic/spiritual therapist, I have seen how frustrated people have been as they watched the movie “The Secret”, listened to Abraham, took this or that workshop, listened to various phone calls with spiritual healers and teachers, etc. and not been able to achieve the promised results.  These people often then blamed themselves, feeling that if they just put more effort into shifting their vibration, chanted more, did more affirmations, etc. they’d be able to get what they wanted.  I would try to explain that we all grew up in this wounded society and often wounded families and so there were things to be cleared away in order to be able to manifest our desires.  But even in doing that work, and believe me, I’ve been the QUEEN of diligent efforts with a myriad of therapies and techniques, I’ve only achieved minimal results.  Occasionally I would have breakthroughs personally or see them in my clients, too. But consistent results would escape me and them.   Then, in the work with John and the discovery of how much interference I’d been dealing with my whole life, from the Dark Secret govt., I realized why all of humanity has been struggling so.

So let me share with you the magic that happened for me in 1988, because I am realizing now, and am quite excited to see, how wonderful our lives and our world is going to be. I realize what I experienced is only part of how glorious it will be because I still had both light and dark working side by side.  Imagine what it will be like to have full light sailing forward!!!  Yahoo!!!

I have made many leaps in my life and was getting ready to make another one in June 1988.  The fall before, on my way to a massage job interview, while traveling south on a main street in Tucson, AZ, a driver decided to pull out from a side street and attempt to cross the street. She crashed into the passenger side of my  little Toyota truck, totaling it.  I ended up receiving many months of therapy for my injuries and had finally enrolled the help of a lawyer to do my negotiating with the insurance company.  He expected me to receive my settlement before June.  So I had decided to leave Tucson and attend a summer school program, in Fort Collins, CO, in Orff Schulewerk, which is a method of teaching music to children.  Music had always been my deepest love and I have a degree in Early Childhood Education.  I had missed CO, so had thought I’d relocate there after the training, figuring I’d travel around and home would call to me.

I had given notice with my apt., made plans to put my stuff into storage, set up for my high school aged son to stay with my Mom that summer, and had registered for the training.  A week before I was to leave, my lawyer called to tell me that the insurance company wasn’t budging and he might have to file a lawsuit to get any funds for me, and that might take a year.  I called a long time psychic advisor and she suggested I continue my move out, find a friend who’d let me come stay for a few days and continue to focus on my desired result. I followed her advice and headed to stay with an old client, a woman who taught piano.

I arrived there, and we played music together, the first time she’d heard me play or sing and she told me she’d pay for my college classes, she loved my voice and wanted to support my dream.  I made some bread with her, re-wired all her lamps and we had a good time. I continued to focus on my desired result ….car accident negotiations complete, check in the mail, me in CO.  The next day, my lawyer called, stunned, and said he didn’t understand why or how, but the insurance company had called, offered to pay everything he was requesting and the check to me would be in the mail and received in time for me to make it to my training in CO.

I returned to Tucson to gather my traveling supplies, loaded up my car and headed off to CO. I had specific desires for a place to stay for the training…a certain price, on campus, pool and workout room close by, my own kitchen, furnished, and a phone.  I had already called the school several times and they assured me that didn’t exist on campus.  I just drove on, continuing to focus on my desire. 

I got to campus, visited the housing dept. and again, they assured me that didn’t exist. They sent me over to the Student Union building to look through a book of rooms to rent…not my desire, but I went anyway. I was sitting there only a few minutes, looking through the book and someone working there came over and asked what I was looking for.  I told him and he said  that it sounded exactly like the housing they save for foreign students. However, since the school session was starting, if there was a vacancy, it would be available to me. He made the call, there was a vacancy, and within 10 min. of getting to campus, I had my desired apt – furnished, perfect price, pool across the street from it, workout room in the building next door, a phone and full kitchen!!!

The courses went well, I looked all over CO but it wasn’t calling to me, so I headed to WA when a friend called to ask me to come for a visit. I went there and looked around WA and that wasn’t it either. I kept making phone calls to random universities and other leads, in CA, and was led to a man at Humboldt state that had just received a flyer about a little wellness center opening in Arcata, CA. I called the center, the woman said come on down, and I started out a few days later to move to the Arcata, CA area, sight unseen. 

Over and over things just seemed to click into place.  Within the first week I had my first client, had set up to teach creative movement and music to children and had children enrolled, had my first ever public workshop set up teaching Stress release, went to a Chamber mixer and won the raffled off prize…things just flowed.  I ended up finding a great place to ultimately settle, across from a cliff next to a river, then sand dune, then ocean. A location a psychic had described in the 70’s.

Over the course of my time there I ended up teaching my first corporate workshop, hired by the Forest Service to teach a stress release workshop. I gave lectures to banks and other businesses, a first. I started leading ceremony publicly for equinox and solstice celebrations, I wrote several songs, my poetry writing flowed, and my music course for children expanded to other pre-schools and eventually was brought into the University’s music training for children.  My therapy practice expanded into working with rape, incest and abuse victims and severely mentally ill clients. I learned several new therapies. I started playing music with a great guitarist and we recorded our work. So many things came together there as my awareness just skyrocketed.

As I mentioned earlier, it wasn’t all sparkle and bliss, as the dark intervened and blew up the engine in my car in WA, and the car ended up with 2 engine jobs to get it working correctly and still needed more major work after that. A wellness center I attempted to start with a couple friends fell through, too. But there was no denying the flow and expansion that had happened.

So I just wanted to share this with you as we are quite close to the shift happening.  We’ve talked before about the Dark being shut down and all their dark ways being revealed, along with all the lies that have been sold us in religions, education, healthcare, etc….the rough stuff we’ll be sorting through post shift. We’ve dreamed of what it will be like living in a new world but had nothing other than channeled info to call upon to define what it might look like post shift.  So I’m writing to tell you I’ve seen how magical it can be with the light on our side, with being empowered  and getting results….and my experience, like I shared, had both light and dark intervening.  So…just imagine what it will be like with no barriers, nothing in the way….

Woo Hoo!!! Yippee!!!

So hang on, we’ll soon find out for sure!

Much love, katelon

 

We Create Our Own Reality….or….Do We?

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movie projector                                                 Image from one of my corporate training manuals. Katelon T. Jeffereys

For much of my adult life I have believed that we create our reality. My son got tired of me stating it every time he would complain about his circumstances. I taught it in my corporate and public workshops. I discussed it in a radio interview. This image above is one I used to talk about how the movie of our life is made up of the beliefs we hold about our self and life and then, these are projected onto the screen of our life, attracting the situations, circumstances and people/players to fulfill our script.

This last year or so though, I’ve been changing my mind about this.  I still believe we have a part in creating our lives, or certainly how we respond to our lives and the relationships and circumstances in it but I believe the equation is more complicated than just this simple statement implies.

A friend asked me about me not believing anymore that we create our own reality, referencing a lovely post I reblogged recently https://empowerandbalance.wordpress.com/2015/02/09/remembering-infinity-the-performance-of-a-lifetime/  Although I did enjoy that blog post so much I wanted to share it, I still believe things are a little more complicated than this.

As I’ve deepened my work to oust the dark ruling elite, to transfer the power to the light and freedom to humanity, I’ve learned more about how the dark and their technologies has impacted each soul’s creation of the life he/she is incarnating into and the path it will take him/her on.  In my Spiritual Response therapy work I’ve trained in and used since August 1997, I work with Spirit and my high self guidance team to research a person’s akashic records to find limiting programs, beliefs, contracts etc. they have set up, and then clear them so it provides a person freedom to now have the life of their choice.  So that training and work confirmed my what I now believe to be a simplistic view that each soul, in conjunction with Spirit, did indeed create their reality. I still find that work useful and use it everyday for myself, others and the work I’m doing now to oust the dark, but my understanding has expanded.  In learning about how the dark not only influences a person’s choices and planning work in the Bardo, while planning their upcoming incarnation, and the veil that they set up there to keep most people from being aware of their direct connection to Source and their true identity as a divine being, but also about all the technologies not only placed in humans but also directed at them through the water, food, air and airwaves, it became clearer and clearer that we don’t have full control of our lives.

As souls, we not only are bringing forward erroneous beliefs we’ve gathered through other lifetimes, beliefs about ourselves, life, the world, and how we will be treated/should be treated; we are also bringing forth dark contracts we may have agreed to, technologies placed in us by the dark in other lifetimes, erroneous beliefs embedded by the dark into governments/religions/philosophies, etc.  Souls who have worked to bring forth the light in other lifetimes have been particularly attacked and targeted by the dark ruling forces, so their limitations both internally, such as technologies and curses received, but also “choices” presented during the Bardo planning are especially limiting. And then, once they incarnate in this life, since the dark knows they will be losing their power, they have attacked the lightworkers even more, even using relationships and situations to attempt to stop the lightworkers’ efforts and outcomes and even at times, attempting to stop their lives.

I also feel that to state “You create your own reality” leaves out other people you are interacting with personally as well as all of humanity who is co-creating a situation.  I used to have friends, a couple, who were very much involved with the Course of Miracles. Although I had personally talked with Jesus, at age nine, and love him, this particular course material has never attracted me.  It did seem to attract quite a few people in my life though.  The husband in this couple continually had affairs out of the marriage.  The wife’s excuses for him were something to the effect of there was something wrong with her, something SHE was doing, to attract this behavior in him, giving him no reason to be accountable, no reason for him to take responsibility for his actions. Now granted, this willingness of hers to accept the full responsibility, and not hold him accountable certainly supports him not doing so, but to say it is ALL about her, is just ludicrous in my mind.  I had another friend who treated me so horribly that even her friends would shake their heads about how she treated me.  At one point, she actually said “I wonder what it is about YOU that makes me treat you so horribly?”  I had pretty much walked away from the friendship at that point, knowing I was worth more than how she was treating me.  Granted, I had much to heal at that point around my self esteem and self worth, but again, to take on that I was the cause of her acting so horribly, would have been inaccurate and not held her accountable for learning to be more kind to others and more honest about what was really going on within her.  In both cases, it seems to me that by excusing bad behavior, the people acting that way…the husband, and my ex-friend, it leads them to lose a chance for self growth and healing of their broken parts.

Also, because in all situations, whether it is something going on within us..our health or lack of it, emotional disturbances, relationships, or more community or world-wide situations, there are others involved…other factors (dark technologies, poisoned food and water, poisoned cultural and religious beliefs, etc.) and/or other people, and they, too, are busy “creating” with all that is within them and around them.

Perhaps once the shift happens, the light is in power, the veil is gone, the technologies are gone, we are consciously and fully connected to Source and our divinity, and manifesting everything we need (food, water, turquoise converse high tops …) out of thin air, perhaps then we will truly be creating our reality.  But even then, there will still be others involved in that equation, whether it is an intimate relationship or a world or a universe.

So…these are just my thoughts on this topic for now.

I still believe there is value in the understanding behind the above image though, as no matter what/who is creating my present reality, the more I heal and create more supportive beliefs and ways of viewing myself and my world, I certainly have much more of a chance of experiencing the kind of health, relationships, life and world that I desire, than if I continue to operate from a very limited script and back brain file of old reactions 🙂

So here’s to the light finally coming into Full Power, us being completely conscious of our divinity and power and all of us co-creating an amazing life for ourselves and an amazing world!  Time for rebirth!!!!

 

My Birthday Celebration on August 4th!

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Walking on Mission and Pacific beach

For many years I kept a photo, very much like this one, on my computer, as my desktop photo. I believe in affirmations, intentions, etc. and have manifested many things by having a photo of it on a vision board, or somewhere in sight on a regular basis. I had often dreamed of being back in San Diego for my birthday but that vision always included my son, who had been my best friend, and other friends, surrounding me on my special day. Even though I have enjoyed other places I have stayed, San Diego always held the top place in my memories for all the happy and free times I had here as a child, and adult, visiting and staying in either Mission or Pacific beach, next to the ocean. I always dreamed of someday living here, next to the beach.

Well, here I am in San Diego, after being on the road for over 9 months, thinking I had finally landed in my home. But I ended up finding a place to stay, not in my dream place of next to the beach, but in a home in a neighborhood, next to a major freeway. I am very grateful for the place to stay and my lovely and warm host, and I am realizing, I am not home yet. I thought that if I just manifested a place next to the beach, away from the freeways and noise of the city, then I would be “home”. But now I am realizing that I wasn’t led to San Diego on this long journey of bringing healing to others and myself and looking for home, to stay in San Diego, but rather, I was led here to honor my memories of this place and to release it’s hold it has had on my heart and imagination for so many years. I’m not sure how long or short of a time I will be here, but it is clear that I haven’t landed at home yet.

Leading up to my birthday, I felt disappointed again, that my son has chosen to remain out of my life, no matter how many overtures I make to reach out, show my love, my compassion, my desire to share his life and the life of his family, and my attempts to gather local friends to share my BD with, were failing as well. So I had given up and planned a day alone. The day before though, I used access consciousness questions ” What else is possible?”, “How can it get any better than this?”, intentions and prayers, to open up my birthday celebration to unexpected surprises and joy, whether I ended up alone the entire day or not.

I woke up early on my birthday and finally headed out to the breakfast reservation I had made at a restaurant attached to the hotel that my Mom and my son and I often stayed in. It was this hotel that I returned to after my mother died in 1999 and I had returned to Arizona to be with her through the passing and then clear out and sell her home. I had spread her ashes in the sand in front of this restaurant and the hotel. The food and service were great and I was given a complimentary creme brulee for dessert.

After my breakfast I took off walking. I love to walk and often on my vacations to San Diego I will walk up to 8 miles in one day. I walked north on the boardwalk to explore and reminisce, stopped and ate a sno-cone and “joined” in with a world wide meditation taking place, then walked south on the boardwalk to the historic Belmont amusement park where I had spent so much time as a child. Along the way, I passed many familiar places, and ones that had been remodeled as well. Then I turned around and walked back up north on the beach, walking the very picture that I had put on my desktop long ago. Walking along I felt like I was walking in my manifested reality and I could feel the importance of the moment.

I was treated with 2 friends and my Aunt calling to wish me happy birthday while I was walking, essentially then sharing the walk with me. My present host ended up joining me in Old Town San Diego for dinner and then returning to the beach with me for further walking at sunset. I ended up walking 5 hours that day!

So the birthday celebration I had thought was going to be solitary ended up being a very full day of old memories, new memories, releasing my past, opening to my future, and sharing with wonderful people and places. My time on the beach ended by passing a young man and his daily sand castle project. It was his birthday, too, and he was taking a picture of his finished creation. I thought how fitting this end was to my journey that day, as tomorrow, that sand castle will be just another formless pile of sand, ready to be first created in mind and then formed by hands into another creation.

Our lives are like that, too. They start with our dreams, our fears, our thoughts, our feelings, and we mold and create our experiences based on these. We attempt to hold on to our creations, and that holds us back. As we learn to let go, let the sands of our creative energy dissolve into a formless mass again, we are able to start anew, to create a new dream.

We are the creators, joining with Spirit and all the other fellow creators to create our new world. What can you dream of? What can you design?