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Time For Some Beauty!

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With all the darkness still swirling around in the US election, wars, terrorism, continued killing of innocent people by the US police, attacks on women and children, attacks on Native Americans defending their land and water, on and on…..I wanted to focus on some beauty.

I truly believe that the truth…..is that the shift into the light is ready and we are quickly to move into higher dimensions where abundance, peace, cooperation, rejuvenation, full healing of the planet and humanity, Oneness, and care and support for all beings and the earth will be our reality.

So please enjoy these flowers and drink in the love and light they vibrate.  And focus your attention and energy on a new world/our world renewed.

All photos by Katelon T. Jeffereys

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Focusing On the NEW Reality!

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Early Nov pier shadow shot

I’ve been feeling pretty weary and alone lately. My entire existence, hundreds of thousands of lifetimes, has been focused on ousting the dark. I had an argument with source stating that it was a BAD idea to let it exist…..but source replied that it would work itself out and LOVE and LIGHT would win in the end. Since I wasn’t willing to leave it to fate, I took on this zealous path, as if I alone would have to be responsible for the job.(little ego there 🙂

As you can imagine, it hasn’t been easy nor has my light been welcome. At the age of two I started remembering past lives of being horribly tortured and killed for doing this work, going against the dark, attempting to wake up humanity in some fashion, and oust the ruling elite. So when I was told at age nine I was here to do it again, I wanted no part of it. But since you can’t run from destiny, I spent years working to release my fear of this work, and fear of getting harmed for doing this work. Of course I haven’t been hung, drowned, or stoned yet (figuratively but not physically at least), but I did a good job myself by taking on severe asthma, spending much of my childhood in emergency rooms and hospitals (and some of my adulthood, too), and many injuries, not to mention many betrayals, abandonment, blah blah.You get the picture.

But……this path has not been without rewards and I wouldn’t give it up for anything, and feel the best is yet to come and we are almost there. WHEW!!!!

Lately, my spiritual healing friend, John, and I, have been going straight to the top of the dark food chain, getting the head of the Chimera to agree to transition to the light, then to meet with the head of the light resistant forces, Ashtar, and negotiate surrender of the Chimera forces and shut down all their technologies within humanity and on the planet. We worked with the resistant hardliner Chimera and the surrender is now complete. I’ve been doing clearing work and spiritual work on my own as well as with John, and through my telepathic communication with the head of the Chimera, who gave us the name “Seth”. Because of this surrender and the work they are doing and we are doing, the cabal and all their minions are soon to be sidelined completely and the planet and humanity moved totally onto a timeline of Oneness, abundance, peace and love. Of course there will still be work to do, but now the work can proceed without hindrance from the dark. You can read more about the work we’ve been doing and more explanation on John’s blog http://www.freedom4humanity.wordpress.com

This work hasn’t been easy and at times i end up in intense pain from attacks, other times I just feel weary of the work and the lack, so far, of outward tangible results in my body, life and in the world. A girl can feel kind of crazy and wonder if it is real or not.

Today though, I got to thinking of this picture I took a few days ago of the reflection of Crystal Pier, Pacific Beach, San Diego. Up until now on this planet, we’ve been living that reflection, told by the dark ruling elite that it is real. We’ve believed it due to their technologies. At times there have been civilizations, such as Lemuria, that saw differently, but they never lasted. We’ve all gotten so caught up in looking at the reflection, believing it is real, that we’re in the water, the depths, rather that truly living in our elevated divine states of being.

I believe that with these shifts taking place, that soon the reflections will be revealed as the lies that they truly are, and it will dissolve before our eyes, and then what will appear solid to us will be the true beauty of the world, the true beauty of ourselves, with opportunities to share that beauty in ways we’ve only dreamed of up until now.

The other day, I was driving home, heading east, as the full moon was rising. I had to pull over because it felt so powerful. I felt in my heart that the light truly was winning and with that feeling, all my lifetimes of struggle, torture and death became worth it.

Here’s to the light and love and New Earth Arising!!!!

Keeping the Faith!

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This planet is going through so much transformation right now, with all the darkness getting flushed to the surface within us and all around us. It would be so easy to just buy into all the fear and believe that all the darkness is the Truth or here to stay. It takes great strength to believe in the light, when all around us might appear dark, but that is the time that our strength and faith is needed the most.

Light is pouring into us and the planet, which can feel unsettling. I used to have very deep depressions, even contemplating suicide at times. It is amazing to me to look back and realize that I don’t go to that place anymore. I still have down days and I have had more stress, betrayal, abandonment, injuries, a tumor surgery, a car accident, some horrible work situations, 3 main moves, a long frustrating law suit, attacks, estrangement from my son (my best friend), …you name it, since Oct. 1999 when my Mom died, the last of my birth family, than in my life up until then. And I’ve presently been on the road for 11 months, now staying in my 25th place. And yes, I have days I feel afraid, days that tears come, like today, days of frustration….but I don’t travel to that dark place anymore because I have filled myself up with so much light.

I have learned that emotions just come and go, thoughts come and go, that I am always connected to source, that good always shines through, that there is always a “plan”, and that in the end, I always end up stronger than before. Sometimes I want to cry “Uncle”, and yet, after all I’ve been through, there remains a curiosity, as I wonder what is next? What solution is going to arise? And something always comes.

So, please, cry when you need to, scream if you have to, and when you are done, fall into your heart and feel that connection with God and your soul, and know all will be well, all is well…and let the light shine!

The Journey Continues and Continues and Continues……

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Pathway view of courthouse rock

I’ve been on this journey for over 28 weeks, now packing up to leave my present place, the 13th place I’ve stayed, not including places I stayed for one or two nights. As I’ve written before, I leaped out of Seattle 3 1/2 weeks after making the decision to go, working up until the day I left, managing to sell some things, pack, move storage units, pack my car and head out. I left thinking all I needed to do was make it until the prophesied 12/21/12 shift. I figured by then, my next level of work, the work I have prepared for all my life, the work Jesus had told me about when I was nine years old would arrive. I figured that with that work, my income would be provided and all would be well.

I had known almost since arriving in Seattle that it wasn’t my home and I needed to leave, but I kept waiting for many reasons. My son was there, who was my best friend, and we were attempting to market workshops we wanted to do together. Then my Mom died, ending my birth family, and my life felt shattered. Then my son started leaving my life, ending up leaving it three times , has been gone for over 6 years this time, and my heart felt even more shattered. So with all of that, I didn’t have the strength to just pick up and leap, not knowing where to go. So I stayed and stayed.

Then, I kept waiting hoping for some financial windfall that would fund my leap, or an offer or opportunity to move to, but that didn’t happen either. But when things were grinding to a halt in my present job and changes were happening in my living space, it felt like Spirit was telling me to go. So…opportunity or not, windfall or not, I chose to leap.

People, who know me through facebook or friendship otherwise, tell me what an inspiration I’ve been to them, how courageous and brave I am, and one of my Mom’s best friends even said that as well. And for much of the time I can feel that, as I acknowledge how much healing has taken place within me and all the healing work I have done on the people I have been lead to stay with, not to mention weeding and cleaning and other tasks I have taken on in my temporary lodgings. I can also see how much this trip has prepared me for my future work as it has stripped away all but the essentials, and forced me to adapt quickly to many different home environments, physical environments, house rules, beds, cooking situations, etc. It has pushed me to challenge the paradigm that states we need to save up for a move, get another job, THEN we move, along with the one that states you pay rent everywhere you go, with cash, as I’ve often traded therapy for my spaces.

At times I struggle to explain this journey to others because how do you describe this mysterious “destiny” dictated to me 52 years ago and all the guidance, learning, studying, praying, and surrender it has taken me to get this far? I am challenged to define to others this unknown as yet home and opportunity that awaits me and is looking for me as much as I’m looking for it? It doesn’t fit into most people’s way of thinking. How do I demonstrate that things did shift on 12/21/12, and are continuing to shift, even though much isn’t apparent in outer reality?

Although I am very grateful for the friends and strangers who have opened their homes to me along the way, all the wonderful people I have met, the people who have donated to me or asked for therapy sessions along the way, and even the challenges I have undergone; in this moment, I am feeling weary, lonely, and uncertain. Yes, I know…all is well, everything is coming into place, stay in my heart, trust…blah blah. But I believe in owning what is mine, even if it is part of the illusion, and right now, I am desiring home, a community where I belong, meaningful work that allows me to share all my gifts and talents, friends whom I can share with who are in proximity to me and not just via emails, FB, and occasional phone calls. I do believe I can be in that place of gratitude and appreciation and yet, still acknowledge those places within me that desire a clear path, an open door, something substantial and clear.

Tomorrow I might be back in a place of excitement, anticipation and joy…but for right now, I’d love to be sitting with a friend, in my own home, in the community that has welcomed me and sharing stories of all the wonderful service I am able to do right now.

A girl can dream….and dreams do come true!