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Crossing The Finish Line


I first had a much different post in mind but decided to focus more on the good things, with faith, trust, and hope.  I haven’t posted about the work I’ve been doing for quite awhile as I’d just plummeted into utter and complete exhaustion and the information coming in sessions was confusing, with some intrigue, shifts, promised deadlines come and gone and I finally just crashed and burned.  It’s been so close for so long that at times, the distance felt too far, even though the finish line was in sight…. finish-line-2 And yet with day after day of two sessions a day, coming up with various interventions daily, ways to help the Financial reset team and the surrender/announcement team, carrying signals of their challenges in my body along with dark attacks daily on top of how that all affects my health and the tenuousness of my being on the road now 141 weeks, left me feeling like we were crawling to the finish line….                          falling_short_9981 I started this journey to oust the dark from power and return the dark to the light and the power to the light when the dark was first conceived millions and millions of years ago.  It has led me lifetime after lifetime to being tortured and killed, challenged in every way, memories of which I’ve had since early childhood. Yet I was authorized to do this work and have remained dedicated to it…..and although like the tortoise, it has taken a very long time, I’m very patient and have been willing to stay committed to this task no matter what!                                    turtle and hare Lately the work that has been requested of me by the teams has been about seeing this complete.  So I’ve channeled several visions of the teams crossing the finish line, all of humanity rising up in joy and appreciation for this gift that these men and women are bringing to the world, setting humanity and the planet free, and completing the surrender of the dark started by Ankara in 1996.                                                   group crossing the finish line As the team has requested this for several days, the celebrations have gotten more and more powerful and exciting. https://youtu.be/y6Sxv-sUYtM ….the teams and humanity dancing, singing, expressing joy finally with no limits. The next step was seeing humanity there to receive the teams with open hands, and open hearts, there to receive all that the completion of the financial reset, the shift into light based financial systems, disclosure, the surrender of the dark, the shift into light based media, free energy, cleaned up air/water/soil, the end to the veil and quarantine and all technologies and interference placed by the dark, the shift into light based government, the end to violence, cooperation springing up all over the world, people once again feeling the full connection with Source and their divine nature….on and on, filling up with all that the success of these teams has set in motion. All the team members were lifted up on the shoulders of the celebrating mass of humanity.            celebration So please join with me and feel this completion, embrace this success, welcome in the light, support the teams as they finish up this part of their work and bring this transformation to the world…a transformation that welcomes all to the light, even the dark that has held this transformation back all these millions of years.  This transformation welcomes all to contribute the best of themselves and to be supported by light and love in all ways. Then we truly can live in heaven on earth.  I can’t wait!!!! Love to ALL, katelon pixbam rainbow heart All photos from Google Images.

Waiting with compassion and joy!


Kuan Yin

For those of you who were very excited about and gearing up to Dec. 21, 2012, expecting/hoping/intending for huge shifts and positive manifestations, only to have that day come and go with perhaps some obvious inner shifts but not the outer shifts, you might be feeling pretty worn out like I have been. I’ve read and feel that things have been healing, shifting, transforming internally, and are soon to be seen in the outer world. But this waiting has taken much patience, self love and compassion. The tendency is to feel that nothing is happening as there aren’t many apparent shifts in our lives and outer world. But I can feel that much has taken place behind the scenes. And it is also obvious in all the countries rising up for freedom, and all the lies and ill behavior by governments, leaders, bankers, etc. being exposed. Even now, many changes have taken place and are soon to take place in world banking and revaluation of currency for many countries.

I believe that we choose our parents, co-create our life scenarios, and set up relationships and scenarios we believe we will learn from and the fact that I grew up with asthma, which demanded and taught me great patience, makes sense to me. Years ago I was given the spiritual name, Aradhana, which means to pray without ceasing. The act of Aradhana is to hold prayer in your heart, hold your desire and dream in your heart, and keep that focus, unceasingly, holding the vision as manifested until it actually does. Again, that makes great sense to me.

That doesn’t make it any easier for me these days though. I’ve been on the road for 9 months and although my present situation is comfortable, I am ready to not only find my home base, but to also get busy with the work that was given to me as a young child. I understand that I’ve been doing that work to a certain extent, but I also was told and feel a bigger expression of that work coming.

In our society we are encouraged to push, make things happen, swim upstream, and I’ve been great at that throughout my life, even in my struggle to breathe, raise a child alone, get a degree, work as an alternative therapist at a time when that wasn’t very accepted, and be mostly self employed. And yet, the guidance I’ve been receiving and I feel it is true for everyone these days, is that this is the time to wait and allow our destinies to take form. As I write this, I’m listening to my astrology for August, and as I typed these very sentences, the woman was talking about waiting, and yet at the same time using visualization, and intention to assist in my destiny taking form. Very cool! And I feel that is true. I’m not describing a passive waiting, but a very active waiting, coming from the heart, instead of the mind and ego that says we need to push. When we come from our hearts, we are receptive to the manifestation of what we are co-creating, and yet we are actively assisting that creation through our feelings, thoughts, prayers and visions.

So I invite you to ask yourself what it is you’d really love to have/do/be in your life?

What does that look like?

What does it feel like?

What would you be doing?

How will you feel doing it?

Who will you be with?

Where would you like to be?

As much as possible bring in all the senses, and especially your feelings. When we create from a place of joy and love, we are in our hearts, aligned with our higher selves and spirit, and thus in vibratory resonance with that which we desire. When we get into the FEELING as if we are already doing/being/having all we choose, that supports and builds our manifestations.

And lastly, please continue to release all that doesn’t serve you anymore…circumstances, places, people, habit patterns, thoughts, beliefs, etc. and replace it with love and appreciation for all you’ve done, all that you are, and be compassionate with yourself through this process. When you truly focus on the body, relationships, lives and world you desire, all the yuck that keeps you from having it will rise to the surface for you to love it free. So let it go, thank it all for the lessons, bless it and release it, forgiving yourself for it all, and having compassion for your past ways of being.

I don’t believe it will be much longer until we are truly living on the New Earth, with abundance, freedom, sovereignty, peace, cooperation and harmony for and with all.

Please feel free to share your dreams or any questions in the comment section below.

And, if you need any assistance, please contact through my website http://www.empowerandbalance.com

Feeling Lost?


Avenue of the giants, NO CA Nov 17 2012 LOST

I feel that many people are feeling lost right now, or in limbo…as if what used to work in their lives, behavior, situations, conditions, etc. aren’t working anymore. And what is even more frustrating for them is that the new isn’t here either. Have you been feeling that way? I meet many people these days who are feeling this way.

Metaphysically I believe it is because the planet has ascended into the 5th dimension and yet, apparent reality still looks like 3rd dimension. We are in the process of ascending too and some people are living in the 5h D, but are still stuck paying the bills, attempting to keep some semblance of a life going and really struggling with it. I also believe that for many people, their true work and missions haven’t arrived yet because the planet isn’t quite ready for it to happen.

Many are in the process of letting go of old behaviors, old ways of thinking about themselves and life, and yet haven’t fully embraced a new way of being or even understand what that new way of being looks or feels like. It is an unsettling feeling and yet I also believe it is an exciting opportunity to decide what you really do what to do and be in life now.

As humans we can get very attached to comfort and want to stay in situations, relationships, ways of being just because they are known, even if they are harmful or painful. Breaking out is scary. And often change finally comes when it gets more painful to stay with the old that to leap for the new.

When I left Seattle I had no idea where I’d go or where I’d be led to along the way. I wasn’t even sure how I’d pay for this journey. At times it has felt quite scary and at other times I would think about just returning. But I’d stop and remind myself that I left for a reason, wasn’t happy there, so would ask myself why I would even think of returning. And the answer was always because it was “known”.

My life and direction are still uncertain but there is a freedom in this journey of letting go.

So I encourage you to find something inside to hold on to during your time of feeling lost, perhaps a vision or feeling of what it will be like when you have reached the changes you desire, or reminding yourself why you chose to move forward in the first place. Some people are motivated by moving toward something and some are motivated by moving away from something.

If you can just take a deep breath, relax, let go, you can actually reach a place of peace and power within this feeling of “lost” and “limbo”. And that’s when true and deep change can arrive. That is when miracles can truly arise.

Photo by Katelon T. Jeffereys of Avenue of the Giants in Northern CA.