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And….I’m back……..

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I want to apologize to my friends for getting lost awhile in the 3D circus. I know in my heart, and it is my conscious work, and has been my conscious work all my lifetimes, to assist in bringing forth the light, bringing freedom to all, and I truly believe that not only will this be our reality but IS our reality.
 
I knew that the dark and old had to crumble to make room for the truth and light to come forth, but as a nurturer, and healer, I felt the world had been through enough and wanted to fast forward to the good stuff. So when this election cycle shifted from the hope, unity and light of Bernie Sanders and devolved into the media circus of ignoring Sanders’ campaign and focused instead on daily data dumps against Clinton and fear and hate mongering as the shouted charge on the other side, I got drug into the morass.
 
I will still remain an activist, along with my spiritual work, however, I realized today, with the help of a great you tube a friend shared, that I need to get back to my focus of not only working toward, but announcing that the light IS being born, a new world IS happening, we ARE rising up in consciousness and awareness now, we ARE saying yes to building bridges, inclusiveness, supporting each and everyone with respect, honor and love, taking care of each other rather than greed, power over others and self interest only.
 
This is where we are headed, underneath everything crumbling that looks otherwise. So please take heart in the awakening that is happening now, feel your emotions and release them to the light, let Mother earth nurture and care for you, and you for her and each other.
 
Thank you for your ongoing support, encouragement, understanding and letting me serve you in this way.
 
Much love, katelon
2016-10-14-budded-hisbiscus-flowerKatelon T. Jeffereys
And in case you want to check out the youtube, here is the link:

https://youtu.be/sQtnWLluRAQ

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Heh!…..another Poem….and some rambling :)

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Throughout my years of doing spiritual work, remembering other lifetimes, seeing and talking to Spirits, etc. I sometimes experience this challenge of ….is this real, is this truth, did this really happen, is this really happening?  This was especially true of the work I did with John Ross for 9 months straight, daily for most of that time, along with the private sessions I did daily during that time and still continue.  Since that work ended so shockingly and abruptly, it led me to really question the truth and reality of it.  I have been told over and over though, by the light beings and other energies of people I communicate with, that it was true, did happen, was beneficial. And so I haven’t missed a day of doing this work since that partnership work ended.

If you’ve been reading my blog for awhile you’ll know that as a child, doctors tried to inform my parents that I was crazy.  My parents decided it was just my imagination and luckily I wasn’t drugged, expect for the horrible toxic asthma drugs and the reactions those caused. But it led to many, many years of deep depression and suicidal thoughts as I tried to hide that part of me and questioned the guidance I had received, and then, the long wait it has been to truly receive the destiny I was told about at age 9.

But, as I tell my spiritual clearing work clients , hypnotherapy clients and past life regression clients, it doesn’t really matter whether it is a story you are imagining, tapping into Jungian defined collective consciousness or really happened/is happening, it doesn’t matter as if it is coming up for you, it is real to you. So then you can learn from it, contribute it to others, and shift it if you desire.

It sure makes much more sense to me than the crazy life we’ve been sold by the dark elite who have kept humanity enslaved and suffering for way too long.

In the end, I trust my guidance and believe that every thing we do with the intention of helping ourselves, each other,and the planet, is worthwhile and that at some point, THAT is the beautiful reality we will be living.

Heh!

Learn to listen
from within.
The truth arises
when I try
to know I know
and know not why.

Don’t be shy
question others.
The truth arises
when I pry
to know I know
and know not why.

Don’t back down
when others cry
they know me more
than I know I?
To know I know
and know not why.

Follow the beat
my drummer drums.
Follow and sing.
Soul will fly
To know I know
and know not why.

© Katelon T. Jeffereys

Focusing On the NEW Reality!

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I’ve been feeling pretty weary and alone lately. My entire existence, hundreds of thousands of lifetimes, has been focused on ousting the dark. I had an argument with source stating that it was a BAD idea to let it exist…..but source replied that it would work itself out and LOVE and LIGHT would win in the end. Since I wasn’t willing to leave it to fate, I took on this zealous path, as if I alone would have to be responsible for the job.(little ego there 🙂

As you can imagine, it hasn’t been easy nor has my light been welcome. At the age of two I started remembering past lives of being horribly tortured and killed for doing this work, going against the dark, attempting to wake up humanity in some fashion, and oust the ruling elite. So when I was told at age nine I was here to do it again, I wanted no part of it. But since you can’t run from destiny, I spent years working to release my fear of this work, and fear of getting harmed for doing this work. Of course I haven’t been hung, drowned, or stoned yet (figuratively but not physically at least), but I did a good job myself by taking on severe asthma, spending much of my childhood in emergency rooms and hospitals (and some of my adulthood, too), and many injuries, not to mention many betrayals, abandonment, blah blah.You get the picture.

But……this path has not been without rewards and I wouldn’t give it up for anything, and feel the best is yet to come and we are almost there. WHEW!!!!

Lately, my spiritual healing friend, John, and I, have been going straight to the top of the dark food chain, getting the head of the Chimera to agree to transition to the light, then to meet with the head of the light resistant forces, Ashtar, and negotiate surrender of the Chimera forces and shut down all their technologies within humanity and on the planet. We worked with the resistant hardliner Chimera and the surrender is now complete. I’ve been doing clearing work and spiritual work on my own as well as with John, and through my telepathic communication with the head of the Chimera, who gave us the name “Seth”. Because of this surrender and the work they are doing and we are doing, the cabal and all their minions are soon to be sidelined completely and the planet and humanity moved totally onto a timeline of Oneness, abundance, peace and love. Of course there will still be work to do, but now the work can proceed without hindrance from the dark. You can read more about the work we’ve been doing and more explanation on John’s blog http://www.freedom4humanity.wordpress.com

This work hasn’t been easy and at times i end up in intense pain from attacks, other times I just feel weary of the work and the lack, so far, of outward tangible results in my body, life and in the world. A girl can feel kind of crazy and wonder if it is real or not.

Today though, I got to thinking of this picture I took a few days ago of the reflection of Crystal Pier, Pacific Beach, San Diego. Up until now on this planet, we’ve been living that reflection, told by the dark ruling elite that it is real. We’ve believed it due to their technologies. At times there have been civilizations, such as Lemuria, that saw differently, but they never lasted. We’ve all gotten so caught up in looking at the reflection, believing it is real, that we’re in the water, the depths, rather that truly living in our elevated divine states of being.

I believe that with these shifts taking place, that soon the reflections will be revealed as the lies that they truly are, and it will dissolve before our eyes, and then what will appear solid to us will be the true beauty of the world, the true beauty of ourselves, with opportunities to share that beauty in ways we’ve only dreamed of up until now.

The other day, I was driving home, heading east, as the full moon was rising. I had to pull over because it felt so powerful. I felt in my heart that the light truly was winning and with that feeling, all my lifetimes of struggle, torture and death became worth it.

Here’s to the light and love and New Earth Arising!!!!

Do we really need our ducks in a row???

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On Saturday I was at a gathering of lightworkers ie: people interested in metaphysics, spirituality, consciousness, ascension and the transformations taking place on the planet.  This gathering was set by a blog writer who writes daily articles on these subjects and also includes various articles from others, some written and some channeled messages from archangels, ascended masters and those from the “other side”/other dimensions.  These were intelligent, lovely people, dedicated to helping transform the planet as well as their own lives.

What struck me though, was how many, including the blog author, seemed to keep placing the transformations/shifts for the planet “out there”…after this happened, after we do that, after “they” do this or that.  I kept attempting to interject another point of view of that it IS happening now, we don’t have to wait for anything or anyone else, but then people would join in and remind me that wasn’t true?!

The blog regularly, almost daily, includes channeled messages that state transformation is indeed happening now, that the shift is imminent, and the blog author and all the attendees read the blog daily and yet they didn’t seem to believe that message and I felt very confused and disappointed by that.

I’m used to often standing alone when around the general populace as my early childhood experiences of talking to spirits and seeing other dimensions wasn’t the norm, still isn’t the norm.  But somehow, I expected something different from other lightworkers.

Since we all read for years that Dec. 21, 2012 would bring huge visible changes within us and the world and that didn’t seem to happen, I understand the disappointment and disillusionment, as I felt it, too. I had leaped out of Seattle Nov. 1, 2012, with only $2000 in my account, thinking that all I needed to do was to make it to 12/21/12 and my bigger mission would be here, along with $ and support.  That hasn’t been the case. And yet, I can feel huge shifts within me, and the planet, and can see how valuable this past 2 years has been, not only for my own growth but the growth and preparation of the planet.

We have all been busy, along with ET’s and beings on other dimensions, in ousting the dark’s rule of this planet and in humanity, individually and collectively, along with bringing forth the light, so it hasn’t been easy and has taken much longer than we had hoped or imagined.

But it seems to me, to keep placing the shift “out there”, or coming up with one more, ten more yeah buts, things that need to happen before the shift, energetically stalls it and slows it’s arrival. Certainly it keeps people depressed and frustrated rather than excited and expectant.   If we lightworkers espouse the belief in law of attraction,  believe that what we say and think creates our reality, then what is up with the ducks in a row yeah buts and putting up so many energetic roadblocks? People were very attached to these yeah buts.

I believe that the light and those in charge, are more powerful than any of the stall techniques, whether they arise within a lightworker or someone completely unconscious of a shift taking place..Thank God, source, and all the beings and energies of the light.  However, I just felt sad to hear so many amazing people, with so many amazing plans/dreams/ideas, seem to place so many roadblocks in the way of their success and fulfillment.

So to all of you out there reading this, I send you oh so much love and compassion.  My life certainly isn’t easy at the moment, and I could benefit from the shift just as much as everyone else.  But I’m standing here holding space for ascension and the shift NOW!. I’m standing here working 24/7 on all levels to oust the dark and bring forth FULL victory to the light that will transform the planet and humanity NOW!  Take my hand.  Feel my heart.  I will walk with you in great faith that this is DONE NOW! I claim it so!!

Much peace, blessings and love to all of you!

katelon

Sunny Solstice and Beyond!

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I just noticed I haven’t written a post since the 15th, and haven’t even posted someone else’s post since the 23rd. Settling into my present living situation, gearing up for the solstice and full moon and all that is happening within me has consumed my time and energy.

It is so amazing to look back at this almost 34 weeks of being on the road, staying in hotels, B and B’s and other people’s homes; adjusting to the different beds, kitchens, rules, personalities, expectations, etc. has been quite the experience, challenge and learning opportunity. I was adaptable before this journey and even more so now. I have always carved out a sense of home whether it was in a dorm room, traveling in my car, or living/staying somewhere else, but this experience has pushed that limit, too.

I loved the energies of the Solstice. They were intense but felt so sweet. I fell asleep around the actual solstice on the 20th and even during my dreams, I was commenting on how sweet it felt. The next day was the same. I led a ceremony on the phone with my weekly “intention” partner, as we each shared out gratitudes and intentions for our lives and the world. The weekend was busy but again drenched in powerful energies flowing in and lighting me up.

And, as has been the direction of this long journey, I was led to a local chiropractor yesterday who has led me to some other contacts who have been working to create a wellness center, just like me. My journey, inspiration and guidance for that came 34 years ago and I have worked on it and researched it ever since. These synchronistic meetings are coming faster and faster these days as I can look back and see point A connected to point B, leading to point C, etc. all throughout my trip. Even when I question whether I am listening well enough to guidance, my answer always comes with another meeting and opening.

May you be blessed by this light, as you bless the world with your presence and love! May you feel God’s hands along your path and hear the whisper guiding you on.

Much love to you all!

Journey Orchestrated By Spirit!

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When I left my home in Seattle in Nov 2012, I had no idea what I was going to encounter or how long I’d be on the road before finding home. I envisioned it only being a few weeks or a couple months at the most. I knew I’d always envisioned spending some time on the road being a sort of traveling healer, doing God’s work, but didn’t see it happening as randomly as it has this last 7 + months.

I knew I would be following guidance, as my life is completely spiritually focused now, but I didn’t know that guidance would entail using craigslist often. When I first sat on the computer for hours pouring over listings on craigslist for St. George, Utah, I was chiding myself, feeling like I was cheating and somehow, I was supposed to run into someone and they’d suggest a place for me to go to or stay. But I knew I wanted to see my Navajo daughter and her children in St. George, and so found a B and B to stay in, and trade therapy for part of the cost. I ended up giving the owners 4 long therapy sessions after only agreeing to do one, and it led to other healing work as well. Plus, I was led to tour two resorts I had researched online years before, and make a connection with a man also interested in creating wellness centers/communities like me.

My second place to stay on my journey involved a request on facebook that led me to a cat sitting engagement in Sedona, AZ. My 4th place to stay (St. George being the 3rd), was with a facebook friend in Sedona, AZ. Healing had been involved everyplace I stayed whether it was with my host or people I met along the way and it seemed line the internet was the connector!

At one point I started posting ads on craigslist, looking for places I could stay in exchange for bartering therapy. Again, that led me to a place in Tucson, with me doing regularly healing work on my host as well as others I met there. And then, my ad led me to a couple in Dewey, AZ who owned an earthship. Again, my healing work was needed, as well as house sitting, for them and others I met in Prescott. The connection with them, led me to the man’s mother, who when I then needed another place to stay, led me to my present place and dog sitting in Ventura, CA. And again, more healing is needed, thus delivered.

There have been times I have worried about where I’m going to stay next, when my deeper work that I feel is soon to come will actually come, when I will finally arrive at my home base so I can settle once again into my own home. And yet, looking back at this journey, how one post, one question, one conversation, has led me every step of the way. I can see a higher hand in this journey, feeling my placement where healing is needed for a person, a home, an area; and seeing how all the “dots” are connected, as they lead me to my destiny and home.

And then I wonder how I can doubt or worry at all!!!!!

Dissonant Energetics Are Arising…

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Dissonant Energetics Are Arising….

I have followed and enjoyed these posts for a year or so, even though they are at times cryptic.

Mmmmmm staying in peace during the cleansing of these dissonant energies, that is the challenge isn’t it? I can certainly attest to how difficult that can feel, as I’ve faced plenty of them during my over seven month journey on the road, sometimes not knowing where I’d be staying in a few days or a week, all while surrendering to where I’m led to bring healing to places, homes and people.

At times it is so easy to feel afraid, uncertain, frustrated or even angry, falling into “woe is me”. But then, I once again have to take a deep breath, acknowledge the light and love I have brought to everyone and every place I’ve been around, see that I have been taken care of, with even the clashes being learning and healing experiences and trust that I will continue to be taken care of in the future as well.

I’m soon to depart my latest brief landing space, and although I will be glad to leave it as I’ve not felt comfortable here, I am still willing to be honest about my present feelings of concern and distress over how things ended up here.

So my work in this moment, the work for all of us, is to continue to tap into the support we have on this beautiful planet, and from friends seen and unseen and Spirit, and once again leap into the unknown, trusting our wings will carry us even higher. I know that the world we are creating now is so wondrous, and so much more comforting than the one we are leaving behind.

The Journey Continues and Continues and Continues……

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I’ve been on this journey for over 28 weeks, now packing up to leave my present place, the 13th place I’ve stayed, not including places I stayed for one or two nights. As I’ve written before, I leaped out of Seattle 3 1/2 weeks after making the decision to go, working up until the day I left, managing to sell some things, pack, move storage units, pack my car and head out. I left thinking all I needed to do was make it until the prophesied 12/21/12 shift. I figured by then, my next level of work, the work I have prepared for all my life, the work Jesus had told me about when I was nine years old would arrive. I figured that with that work, my income would be provided and all would be well.

I had known almost since arriving in Seattle that it wasn’t my home and I needed to leave, but I kept waiting for many reasons. My son was there, who was my best friend, and we were attempting to market workshops we wanted to do together. Then my Mom died, ending my birth family, and my life felt shattered. Then my son started leaving my life, ending up leaving it three times , has been gone for over 6 years this time, and my heart felt even more shattered. So with all of that, I didn’t have the strength to just pick up and leap, not knowing where to go. So I stayed and stayed.

Then, I kept waiting hoping for some financial windfall that would fund my leap, or an offer or opportunity to move to, but that didn’t happen either. But when things were grinding to a halt in my present job and changes were happening in my living space, it felt like Spirit was telling me to go. So…opportunity or not, windfall or not, I chose to leap.

People, who know me through facebook or friendship otherwise, tell me what an inspiration I’ve been to them, how courageous and brave I am, and one of my Mom’s best friends even said that as well. And for much of the time I can feel that, as I acknowledge how much healing has taken place within me and all the healing work I have done on the people I have been lead to stay with, not to mention weeding and cleaning and other tasks I have taken on in my temporary lodgings. I can also see how much this trip has prepared me for my future work as it has stripped away all but the essentials, and forced me to adapt quickly to many different home environments, physical environments, house rules, beds, cooking situations, etc. It has pushed me to challenge the paradigm that states we need to save up for a move, get another job, THEN we move, along with the one that states you pay rent everywhere you go, with cash, as I’ve often traded therapy for my spaces.

At times I struggle to explain this journey to others because how do you describe this mysterious “destiny” dictated to me 52 years ago and all the guidance, learning, studying, praying, and surrender it has taken me to get this far? I am challenged to define to others this unknown as yet home and opportunity that awaits me and is looking for me as much as I’m looking for it? It doesn’t fit into most people’s way of thinking. How do I demonstrate that things did shift on 12/21/12, and are continuing to shift, even though much isn’t apparent in outer reality?

Although I am very grateful for the friends and strangers who have opened their homes to me along the way, all the wonderful people I have met, the people who have donated to me or asked for therapy sessions along the way, and even the challenges I have undergone; in this moment, I am feeling weary, lonely, and uncertain. Yes, I know…all is well, everything is coming into place, stay in my heart, trust…blah blah. But I believe in owning what is mine, even if it is part of the illusion, and right now, I am desiring home, a community where I belong, meaningful work that allows me to share all my gifts and talents, friends whom I can share with who are in proximity to me and not just via emails, FB, and occasional phone calls. I do believe I can be in that place of gratitude and appreciation and yet, still acknowledge those places within me that desire a clear path, an open door, something substantial and clear.

Tomorrow I might be back in a place of excitement, anticipation and joy…but for right now, I’d love to be sitting with a friend, in my own home, in the community that has welcomed me and sharing stories of all the wonderful service I am able to do right now.

A girl can dream….and dreams do come true!

Listen to the interview of me that was on blog talk radio last night…..

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My interview on Ananda’s show took place last night. You can click on the http://tobtr.com/s/4719761 link and listen to the archived show. Ananda’s voice came through garbled at times but otherwise it is fine. Hope you enjoy it. Her write up about it is below.

“Birthing The Sacred Union.” on The Love Channel with Sat Chit Ananda ofLove Katelon Jeffereys joins Ananda this week, Katelon has made a radical decision to change her life. Join us in conversation .Call in number :::(646) 595-3440
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Katelon’s Website is http://www.empowerandbalance.com where people can contact her via the phone number and an email on that site. Her blog is empowerandbalance.wordpress.com People can donate to her via paypal…at her email address: katelon9@yahoo.com.

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“Birthing The Sacred Union.” on The Love Channel with Sat Chit Ananda ofLove Thursdays at 7:30 PM Est on http://www.blogtalkradio.com/withinsights/2013/03/21/the-love-channel-teachings-of-sat-chit-ananda-oflove Call in number :::(646) 595-3440 Sat Chit Ananda of Love ~ The Italian Mystic from The Br…
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Can’t See The Forest For The Trees?

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Avenue of the giants, NO CA Nov 17 2012

I don’t know about you, but I’ve had feelings off and on for weeks of feeling lost in the forest. I understand we are in the process of ascension, humanity and the planet, as we move into the fifth dimension and transform into our fifth dimensional bodies. At times I can really feel that, like one foot of mine is in that dimension, living the love, trust, cooperation and support. But at the same time, it appears like we are still in the third dimension of struggle, lack, bills to pay, the whole mess of duality and the limbo of it all gets very confusing.

Sometimes these issues that should be about the size of a pine needle, seem to appear as big as a redwood tree. And I feel small, wandering, looking for something within me to hold on to. Other times, I feel as strong as those redwoods, as supported, beautiful, radiant and resilient. The distance between the two is quite the contrast though.

In my heart, I know that we are transforming, as I can feel it. Personally though, I’m ready to just be living in 5D all the time!!!! How are you feeling? How are you doing in the midst of all these changes? Know that I’m with you on the journey!