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Reflections…..

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Sometimes I look at reflections and just see the magic and beauty reflected.

The reflection seems to add depth to the scene or object I’m looking at.

Like looking at this sunrise reflected in the lake, I can look at a tree, a person, a flower and see my light, Source light reflected back to me.

But sometimes, in looking at another, the view gets distorted some.  New Age philosophy teaches that ALL others are just mirroring us.  I don’t agree.  Through my life and especially the last several years of my on the road journey and the work I’ve done daily to shut down the dark secret government and systems to make room for the return of the natural timeline of Oneness and abundance, I’ve seen the truth that that philosophy is just part of the vast dark propaganda to mislead us.  It excuses their dark behavior, it limits healthy actions on our part because we assume, they are just reflecting us, reflecting our darkness, continuing the lie that all life contains dark and light.  It pushes conscientious people to just work on themselves rather than take action to stop the dark’s actions.  Self reflection and growth IS important as it helps us grow and expand in our divine nature. But it’s important to live OUR truth, shine OUR light, not believe that we are shining out someone else’s darkness.

This is the reflection.  Yes there is some beauty. Yes there is some light.  But it is muddled, messy. 

This is the reality.

So in the midst of owning that our beliefs and perceptions DO color our life and how we view things, learn to see the difference between that and believing that all you see outside yourself in others behavior is a reflection of you. I used to own it all.  I have struggled to learn to set boundaries, honor myself more and ask for what I want or need.  So although at times, yes, we can learn from other’s darkness and it can be a catylst to help us set a better boundary.  But sometimes it calls us to just see that person or situation for what it is…..toxic and something to walk away from or do what we can to stop it.

I had friends that were a couple and they were very much into A Course of Miracles, a well known New Age philosophy and study.  He regularly cheated on her and when she would call him on it, he’d state it was just a reflection of her.  For a long time she believed him and owned it.  Finally, she woke up, honored herself more and held him accountable.

Another time, I had a “friend” who treated me horribly. She even stated one time “I wonder what it is about you that leads me to treat you so horribly?”.  She thought she was being sincere, truly looking for the answer within me.  I never chose to see her again.  Years later she wrote and apologized, owning up to the reason she had discovered within her that brought her to treat me so badly.

So I encourage you to learn to know your light within and like the sunrise on the lake, learn to know the difference between seeing that light reflected in another as yours when it IS yours, and theirs when you are connecting to a like soul as well as seeing clearing when you are facing a situation or person that truly has a dark agenda and not taking it on as a reflection of you!

You matter to me.  Your light is important to this world.  Let us all keep shining brighter until and beyond when the dark is no more!

Thanks for reading and following my blog.  Leave a “like” or comment and let me know you were here.

Love, katelon

All photos by Katelon T Jeffereys

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Update On My Daily Sessions with the “Team”

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Photo by Katelon T Jeffereys.  Pond in front of the Botanical Building, Balboa Park,  San Diego, CA.

I haven’t posted much lately about my energetic level sessions I continue daily to bring about the shift into the light and shutdown of the dark. Ever since the work partnership with John ended in mid- July in such a shocking and confusing way, it has taken me a long time to come to a place of peace, even though there still isn’t understanding. I was so worn out physically by the time our work partnership crashed and burned, that it took me awhile to recover physically as well. On top of that, my finances became very shaky along with many more dark attacks, that still continue. So I’ve been doing all I can, with the help of my light team, to hang on, stay positive and continue to do this work that I had started with John Oct 2014, and have been involved with on my own since the dark first came into creation. Unfortunately, when our work together ended the humans and off planet beings that had been talking to me, sometimes for hours, grew more silent.

 
I used to have hour long “conversations” with some of them, while walking the beach, walking the neighborhood or just sitting around. I still get some information during my daily sessions or sporadically throughout the day, but not as much. They have told me for months now that this shift is done. Occasionally they ask for help and I am guided to do some kind of intervention or authorize a certain kind of help from other beings. I still do clearing and healing work daily for all of them and the shift itself.

 
John and I had focused on bringing all of humanity and the planet onto the timeline of Oneness and abundance. When we started, many on and off planet beings were preaching the need for arrests, violence, trials, and meted out punishments. John and I felt this was very 3D and would result in the continued pattern so entrenched on our planet. For quite awhile, Sheldon Nidle’s posts had the beings he channels talking about a more war like approach to shutting down the dark. But we continued to work toward a more peaceful shift, not disallowing something like house arrests or something milder to get the dark out of the way so this shift could take place, with the shift effectively ending their rule. In the end we hoped for a more enlightened humanity that would allow for forgiveness and the option for any dark members to either shift into the light themselves or have the opportunity to move on to another planet or place where they could continue to learn and grow. However, we agreed that the dark should not be allowed to hold humanity and the planet hostage anymore.

 
I was very heartened to read this latest blog post by Sheldon as it very much validates the work we did. Since losing the work partnership doubt has arisen from time to time, and I’ve been wondering if we really made a difference at all. So to read this post was very comforting. Here is the link: http://www.galacticchannelings.com/english/sheldan15-12-15.html

 
It’s been frustrating to hear every day that this is ready now, going to happen this week, this weekend, this day, to only have it not show up. So that has lead to me questioning my information. Yet I realize that this whole process is like the pond above. We can see the lily pads, the flowers, and yet we can also see the reflections of those. We can see the water, the ripples, and the reflections of that. We can see other reflections of buildings and people next to the pond, yet these are just reflections, not something of substance. And then….there is that fish swimming under the water and who knows what else is below the surface. This reminds me that the experience we are having is an illusion created by the dark, with all their technologies and interferences, and the veil they put in place, keeping us separate from the truth of our divinity and keeping us separate from each other. So what is happening under the surface, and behind the scenes, is getting everything in place for this shift and disclosure. Yes, the dark underlings are fighting to the very end, but they know that end is in sight. The end should have happened in 96 when Anachara surrendered, so the grace period has come and long gone.

 
The other thing I am remembering is that John and I were working to bring all of humanity onto the timeline of Oneness. In 2012, Bill Brockbrader made a big splash when he stepped forward as a whistle blower and was interviewed on Project Camelot. He exposed shocking information about the US military in Iraq and what was really happening beyond what was being fed us through the dark run media. Like all whistleblowers, he did not fare well. He had been drugged, abused, thrown into hospitals and jails, anything to silence him. They finally got him on trumped up charges and threw him in prison. He is out now and in hiding, but still very active in working to shut down the dark on this planet. I researched Bill Brockbrader 2015 and saw more up to date info on him. Forget all the garbage written about him….that is just the dark ruled BS written to attempt to discredit him. The detail I wanted to reference though, is about the information he shared about working on a govt. project called Project Looking Glass, where they would put various components into this huge machine that looked like the space vehicle built in the movie “Contact”. This machine could look at various timelines and what would happen if this was put in place, etc. We’ve had all these timelines operating right next to each other.

 
I realized that is where we are right now….it looks like we are on this dark timeline of Donald Trump as the best the GOP can come up with, rising racism and militarism, increasing temperatures/poverty/discrimination, on and on, and yet….and yet…..there is this timeline being constructed and built upon that IS the timeline of Oneness and Abundance. And with all the various energy portals and gateways opening, the energy pouring into the planet, the work being done on the planet by light workers and many others to shift the financial systems, governments, environment, and the help from off planet and some believe from within the earth (The Argarthans), together we ARE creating and populating this new timeline. I am seeing and feeling that more and more, we are living on THAT timeline and that soon, all who choose, will wake up in that world, as if we’d lived there all along and that becomes our new reality!

 
I’m sure ready to live in that world of cooperation, abundance, rejuvenation, peace,and support in all ways for ALL!

 
So this holiday season, and today on the lovely Winter Solstice, I invite you to take a few moments to imagine THAT world, and what it would feel like to be living and interacting within all that support, comfort and beauty!

 
Here’s to Wonder and Joy for all as we welcome the return of the light…not just for a season but for all time!

 
Much love to you all, Katelon

 

 

Gratitude For Unity!

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Sunset 6 panorama                             Photo taken by Katelon T. Jeffereys Jan. 25, 2015 Pacific Beach, San Diego, CA.

 

 

A while ago I was walking back on the beach one night and a long ago learned chant started arising out of my mouth. It was one I learned at Rajneesh circle dancing in 1980, in Berkeley, CA.  I walked in the dark, feeling the sand beneath my feet and the breeze against my cheek, hearing the ocean, and smelling the salt water. The song became stronger and more powerful as I walked:

I surrender to the earth

I surrender to the sky

I surrender to the water

I surrender to the fire

I am One with the Universe

The Universe is one with me

I am home I belong here

I can MOVE here I am free

I often put different words in, in place of the word “move”, depending upon what I am feeling or focusing on. Since breathing has been a struggle since age two, sometimes I insert the word “breathe”.  Sometimes the word “prosper” is inserted,’ laugh’, whatever fits the moment.

The more I was singing this chant, the more I was feeling this timeline of Oneness that John and I and others are working toward….this sense of Unity, belonging, not only to the earth but to each other, to Source.

All that I’ve done in all of my incarnations is leading to this moment, this shift into the light.  It is what I have worked for since the beginning…to oust the dark and bring forth the light, millions and millions of years.  And the truth is that many of the dark leaders are choosing the light now as well.  Some of the dark will choose to leave this planet, but many will choose to be restored to the light and use their gifts and talents now for the light.  Many of the disenfranchised will rejoin humanity as well, in the light.  It is possible, or will be possible for us to repair all damage, heal all bodies that choose it and come together as a world in peace.  I believe in this with every fiber of my being.  And I believe it will be happening soon.

So I invite you to look and feel this beautiful photo I took at a Pacific Beach Sunset, feeling its vastness.  Listen to the beautiful you tube song and perhaps download the free album and remember that you are a blessing and gift to the earth and to humanity. You are a blessing and a gift to me.

And soon, we will all come together like that long ago “Hands across America” event that my son and I took part in, along with many others, and yet this time, we will span the globe….finally…in the light…in peace….in love!

 

Taking Our Power Back!

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What do M and M’s have to do with taking our power back?  Be patient….I will get to that in a while 🙂  They refer to a ritual I created.  But first…some information;

I have read some metaphysical authors talk about the belief that if each individual just faced and healed their own darkness, the world would heal and we could just then move forward in a light based world.  I used to believe that, too, but now, although I believe that is part of the equation, I don’t believe it is the only part.  Through the work I’ve been doing with John,  http://www.freedom4humanity.wordpress.com I’ve learned more about the dark technologies that have been directed at and placed in humanity to keep us in darkness.  I’ve learned more about the veil that was designed to keep us separate from Source and our divinity,  placed over us at the beginning of each life experience, more effective and present with some people than others.  (I remembered past lives since age 2). And what the dark forces and dark humans couldn’t control via these, they made sure to control via false beliefs imbedded in religions, toxins placed in our water, air, food and soil.  I’m not talking about victim consciousness here either, as it is a reality that these people, beings and technologies exist.  So no matter how much inner healing we manage to achieve, these technologies have still existed, and when you throw in dark world governments, dark based economic and financial systems, social structures meant to keep humans enslaved and separate from each other and their divine selves, it makes it hard to shift just our inner reality and make a huge difference.

But…..but……we do have power. We DO have power.  And it is helpful to do our inner work.  I recently read an article by David Hawkins I believe it was…not sure…and it talked about how for each person vibrating at a higher vibration of love, compassion….it helped raise up others, many others, that were stuck in fear or anger.  Just notice the feeling of walking into a room after there has been an argument in it, or watching the news, and feel the density of the energy vs. walking into a calm, peaceful garden, or a home filled with love.    So how you feel about yourself and others DOES make a difference.  As each of us does our inner work to face and release old limiting beliefs, habits and perceptions, we help shift the environment around us, which helps raise the consciousness of the planet.  The more the consciousness of the planet is shifted, the harder it is for the dark to remain in control.

I feel that the various uprisings around the world, the protests, the occupy movement, those marching in Ferguson demanding a revision of lopsided governing that targets people of color, forces us as individuals and those governing to begin to question their own darkness and begin that important and powerful process of facing and releasing the perceptions that keep us all in fear and reaction.

At the same time though, through these daily sessions I am doing with John, I am seeing first hand how important it has been to work to shut down these dark forces, and dark humans, to assist in moving them to surrender.  This surrender has happened and we are just waiting now for the public announcement to acknowledge this to the world.  Once that happens, the technologies will finish being shut down around the planet and within humans, the clean up can happen to restore our planet to health and wholeness and we will shift onto a timeline of Oneness, and be reunited with our divine selves.  So all the inner work will have served to assist us in getting to this point and in living in Oneness once this shift happens.  Each time someone wakes up, takes back their power, the dark loses and is informed of the loss of their control.

John and I have targeted for this transition to happen with peaceful surrender and not arrests and trials, as that supports a timeline of Oneness and love, and those we are working with in these sessions have been targeting the same.  Even after the shift though, I believe that it will still be important and valid to learn to take back our power.  We will be living in a new world, reconnected to our ability to create and manifest, so we will be adjusting to this new way of being in a new world.

So now….for some ideas on taking back our power:

In 2013, I was on one of my favorite hikes, the West Fork in Sedona, AZ.  The trail winds back and forth across a river bed, in between lovely striated red and black cliffs.  As I began my walk, I was led to start stating, out loud, things I was choosing to release and forgive within me….being a victim….and that led me to release all the ways humanity had been victims…and that led me to release and forgive all the perpetrators ….being angry….leading to releasing all the anger in the world…leading to releasing all the situations and controls in the world that led to that anger….on and on I named things…some in broad general terms, others in specific incidents, individuals and habits.  I did this all the way in until I had finished that part of the journey.  I stopped and rested, taking time to soak in the beauty of my surroundings and all that had been released.  On the way back, I felt this tug on my shirt, feeling a strong energy and guidance, and so I started taking back my power from that person I had felt victimized by, then taking back power for all those who had felt victimized, then taking back power for all those who had gotten stuck in being abusers….on and on it went through all the list I had been releasing for on the way in, all the way to my return to the trail head.

In 2012, I was led to do a ritual to take back my power.  I wanted it to be something fun. and I wanted to use something that I could eat, so I could get a tangible feeling of taking my power back into me, to assimilate, to be nourished by, to reabsorb back into my system.  So I created the M and M ritual.

I’ve been using stevia for many months now, so could not consume an M and M now, but back then, it worked.  You could use anything…almonds, strawberries, jello shots if that is your thing, anything that brings you comfort and pleasure.  I love creating sacred circles, so I placed a mug, that to me symbolized power, into the center of a circle.  All around the circle I placed markers for each person, situation and event that I was going to take back my power from, some with physical objects that represented them, others with just the name written on a piece of paper.

I called in the four directions and all the spiritual beings that I call in for my sacred circle.  Then I sat there, and taking an M and M in my hand, I spoke of the person, situation, event, feeling, ailment, etc. and how I had given my power away to them, placing an M and M next to their marker. I did this for everything around the circle. Then, I went around again and ceremoniously took each M and M from each marker, announcing that I was now taking back my power, and placed each M and M, in the mug. I took my time to acknowledge the act of taking back my power from each of these people, ailments, circumstances.  Then, finally, I ate the M and M’s, one by one, again, taking the time to acknowledge, that I was now returning the power to me from giving it away to ……fill in the blank.  I chose to use M and M peanuts, as I wanted to acknowledge how nuts it is to give away our power. It may look sweet in the moment and be dressed in alluring colors..but at the core, it is nuts!!!

My career has been based on helping people take back their power, clearing away the dross that hides that bright diamond of YOU inside, using 16+ therapies to create individualized sessions for assistance.  Once this dark surrender is announced, we will be able to make progress in our healing much more quickly, with no more roadblocks to our success.  If I can help you in any way, please let me know.

My website http://www.empowerandbalance.com has several meditations, stress release and energy medicine techniques there for free or donation, to assist you, and lists my therapies and other offerings as well.

We are almost to the end of this dark time friends, please join me in the light!!

 

love, katelon

Do we really need our ducks in a row???

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On Saturday I was at a gathering of lightworkers ie: people interested in metaphysics, spirituality, consciousness, ascension and the transformations taking place on the planet.  This gathering was set by a blog writer who writes daily articles on these subjects and also includes various articles from others, some written and some channeled messages from archangels, ascended masters and those from the “other side”/other dimensions.  These were intelligent, lovely people, dedicated to helping transform the planet as well as their own lives.

What struck me though, was how many, including the blog author, seemed to keep placing the transformations/shifts for the planet “out there”…after this happened, after we do that, after “they” do this or that.  I kept attempting to interject another point of view of that it IS happening now, we don’t have to wait for anything or anyone else, but then people would join in and remind me that wasn’t true?!

The blog regularly, almost daily, includes channeled messages that state transformation is indeed happening now, that the shift is imminent, and the blog author and all the attendees read the blog daily and yet they didn’t seem to believe that message and I felt very confused and disappointed by that.

I’m used to often standing alone when around the general populace as my early childhood experiences of talking to spirits and seeing other dimensions wasn’t the norm, still isn’t the norm.  But somehow, I expected something different from other lightworkers.

Since we all read for years that Dec. 21, 2012 would bring huge visible changes within us and the world and that didn’t seem to happen, I understand the disappointment and disillusionment, as I felt it, too. I had leaped out of Seattle Nov. 1, 2012, with only $2000 in my account, thinking that all I needed to do was to make it to 12/21/12 and my bigger mission would be here, along with $ and support.  That hasn’t been the case. And yet, I can feel huge shifts within me, and the planet, and can see how valuable this past 2 years has been, not only for my own growth but the growth and preparation of the planet.

We have all been busy, along with ET’s and beings on other dimensions, in ousting the dark’s rule of this planet and in humanity, individually and collectively, along with bringing forth the light, so it hasn’t been easy and has taken much longer than we had hoped or imagined.

But it seems to me, to keep placing the shift “out there”, or coming up with one more, ten more yeah buts, things that need to happen before the shift, energetically stalls it and slows it’s arrival. Certainly it keeps people depressed and frustrated rather than excited and expectant.   If we lightworkers espouse the belief in law of attraction,  believe that what we say and think creates our reality, then what is up with the ducks in a row yeah buts and putting up so many energetic roadblocks? People were very attached to these yeah buts.

I believe that the light and those in charge, are more powerful than any of the stall techniques, whether they arise within a lightworker or someone completely unconscious of a shift taking place..Thank God, source, and all the beings and energies of the light.  However, I just felt sad to hear so many amazing people, with so many amazing plans/dreams/ideas, seem to place so many roadblocks in the way of their success and fulfillment.

So to all of you out there reading this, I send you oh so much love and compassion.  My life certainly isn’t easy at the moment, and I could benefit from the shift just as much as everyone else.  But I’m standing here holding space for ascension and the shift NOW!. I’m standing here working 24/7 on all levels to oust the dark and bring forth FULL victory to the light that will transform the planet and humanity NOW!  Take my hand.  Feel my heart.  I will walk with you in great faith that this is DONE NOW! I claim it so!!

Much peace, blessings and love to all of you!

katelon

Stepping onto, aligning with the timeline of ONENESS

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I am seeing the light shine down on this planet, putting it and all of us firmly on the timeline of Oneness, Abundance and Sovereignty; sidelining the dark from now on, just as the photo shows. It is now lighting up all our dreams and visions of ways to lift up this planet and our lives. Cosmic Law is now fully and completely anchored within Gaia, aligned fully and completely with Source, bringing every being into it’s protection, healing, and prospering energy.

Stepping onto this timeline requires responsibility, as we have to move from the place of victim, believing things happen to us, and instead align with our divinity, our connection with source that fills us up, flows through us and which we use to manifest our reality and our world. No more excuses folks. This is it! Showtime!!!!

I know this can feel scary, yet how empowering it is to truly take the reins of our lives and for the better world we are desiring! World peace! No more hunger, war, violence, abuse! hosing for everyone! Honoring ourselves, each other, the planet. Restoring this planet to it’s pristine condition..and so much more! Free energy!!! Meeting up with our galactic families and becoming galactic citizens…..

What a gift! What a treat! It will be so fun!!!!

So let’s get started! NOW!

What’s your first step? Let me know below!!!

Blessings and love to you all!

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Photo taken near Lincoln Park, in West Seattle, WA

Happy Thanksgiving with Gratitude for ALL of YOU!

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I have been on the road over a year now. Last Thanksgiving I was in Sedona and started the celebration by helping serve the community meal at the local Elks club. Then I went back to eat there with a friend and his girlfriend. Later, I was invited over to a local psychic/energy healer’s home for a feast with her friends.

This year, I am sharing it with a friend I met through a hairdressing/massage barter:)

There has been a lifetime of adventure, challenges, gifts, learning and healing over this year, way beyond my wildest imagination. I am grateful for every moment of it, even the hard times. Although I am certainly ready for more ease in my life, and it is what many of us desire, it seems the hard stuff is what truly moves us forward in leaps and bounds when we let it!

The world has gone through so much transformation this last year, as we geared up for 12/21/12 and many were left scratching their heads, wondering if anything had changed at all. But it has and I feel like the planet and humanity is on the verge, the tipping point into the life of rejuvenation, Oneness, peace and sovereignty that we’ve been working toward.

So I wanted to take the time to thank all of YOU for taking the time to read my blog, “like” it, and comment on it. I know your lives are busy and there are so many wonderful videos and blogs to watch and read on the web. My intention is that my posts help teach you some new things, ponder new ways of being, uplift and inspire you! Thank you for honoring me with the gift of your time and attention. May your lives be blessed in ever more cascading fountains of light and love. Happy Thanksgiving!

Please feel free to join the conversation in the comment section below and share your questions, thoughts, dreams and ideas!

The movie “The Way”, pilgrimages and journeys!

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I recently watched the movie “The Way” and loved it. I had read an article quite awhile ago interviewing Emilio Estevez, the writer, director and co-star in the movie, about the process and working with his Dad, Martin Sheen, the star of the movie. So I was already intrigued. I had also read a book by Shirley Maclaine about her journey on the El Camino de Santiago, and was inspired and fascinated by this journey. The movie focuses on Tom, played by Martin Sheen, as the stoic and traditional father, who finds out his lost son has been found dead, dying just as he had started this pilgrimage. Tom decides to journey the El Camino and spread his son’s ashes along the way. It is a rare emotional decision for him, and his impulsive decision brings him much more than he had envisioned when he started on the way. It is a movie of grief and loss, as well as discovery, friendship and transformation. It is beautiful in it’s unfolding as well as in the luscious scenery.

As I do with most movies, I looked at each character and inquired what I held in common with them and where we were different. Unlike the main character, I would not have been tight lipped like he was, as I am known for my open sharing, but I could relate to his anger, grief and unknowing as he wondered about his son’s whereabouts, felt the pain of their estrangement, and then his anger, grief and loss when his son was found dead. In truth, I am much more like his impetuous, leaping, restless son, Daniel; but you see, I, too, have lost a son, not to death, but to estrangement.Although, like Daniel, I am the one that has leaped into adventure throughout my life and recently on a now 11 month journey of faith.

I looked at the kind and talkative character, Joost, and saw my golden retriever self who assumes that everyone wants to talk to me, know me, be engaged. I looked at the angry, defensive, wounded character, Sara, and saw the me that I have been healing along this journey, as I attempt to make sense of the loss of past relationships and dreams. I looked at the character of Jack, the verbose writer, living out a life much smaller than he had dreamed of, and see how much I have limited myself for way too long.

In watching this movie I realized that I, too, have been on a pilgrimage, not spreading physical ashes of a cremated son, but certainly spreading metaphoric ashes of my past and the relationships in it, as I have revisited many of the towns and places where I have lived, traveled to, or hiked. It was that giving up hope and attachment to my past relationships that was the last step for me, letting go of those last ashes in the bottom of the bag, knowing that this is it, the end…and letting them go in the wind.

It is fitting that I am ending this journey in San Diego, CA. as this is where I spent so much time as a child and adult, vacationing with my family, and then later with my Mom and/or my son. And this is where I spread my Mother’s ashes in Nov. 1999, on my way back to Seattle, where I was living with my son, moving there in Oct. 1998 after leaving Colorado. And here I am finishing this journey in San Diego now, before heading home to Colorado, going full circle. Now, like Tom in the movie, I need to stand next to the ocean, reach down in my bag, and gather the last vestiges of my past relationships and life; gather my long held dreams of the future; and finally and firmly throw these ashes to the wind and the water, letting go and saying goodbye to what was, honoring it and making room for what will take it’s place.

I am grateful for the sweet memories I have of my life up until now. I am grateful for the experience of being a single Mom and managing to stay loving and attentive no matter what challenges I faced. I am grateful for the friends and support I’ve had along this pilgrimage. And now it is time for me to leave this funeral pyre and begin my new adventure, alone, yes, but now with room to let others into my heart, my restored and healed heart. Now it is time for me to go home and settle into my new launching pad for future adventures.

So I encourage you to watch “The Way” and enjoy your journey, wherever it takes you. Remember life is to be lived, not something you got stuck in, so live it with faith and enjoy it along the way.

Love, Katelon

Ready For Softness

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Yesterday my circumstances and arising situations led me to a huge AHA. I believe we choose our parents based on what our soul desires to learn, as well as choosing our circumstances, so that our soul can heal old wounds and recover its divinity and sense of oneness. I looked at the harshness I had chosen, with a body close to death often, struggling to breathe for days at a time, undergoing painful treatments and tests, along with scary and lonely emergency room and hospital stays. I piled onto that several injuries and accidents. Along with this harshness, like many, I had wounded parents who really didn’t belong together.

My Mother grew up physically and verbally abused by her Father, then chose my Father to marry, a man who verbally abused her more along with having affairs. This was my model of relationships; so needless to say, my relationship choices weren’t great either. I grew up with my parent’s judgments reflecting their own battles with self-esteem and self-love. But I see how all of this was chosen by my soul to heal the many lifetimes I had been killed for doing my spiritual healing work, so it was all perfect.

Yesterday I looked at how most people in the world grew up with similar harsh situations as that is the structure that has ruled the world for a very long time. Buddha talked of the suffering we experience, not as a necessary experience but as the result of our distorted thinking, and seeming separation from God. Jesus also talked of the importance of keeping our focus on God, which is our true self and destiny, not when we die, but right now as we dismantle this darkness that has enveloped us and the world.

I see that we are all in the process of throwing off the mantle of struggle, lack, limitation, enslavement, violence and separation. We are all in the process of reclaiming our sovereignty, freedom and joy. And I believe this will usher in softness, ease and harmony.

Can you imagine truly feeling loved, just as you are, feeling it deeply inside? Can you imagine feeling safe and secure, knowing that your neighbor, people from other countries, people from other planets, are trustworthy, come in peace and are truly just another version of you? Can you imagine all your needs taken care of, plenty of healthy food to eat, a comfortable home, clean water, supportive environment? Can you imagine expressing the truth and beauty of you, unhindered, blissfully?

I feel this is the world that we are presently creating. Doesn’t it feel soft, comfortable, comforting?

The Sweetness of Trees

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Montezuma castle 1 big old tree

I stopped at Montezuma Castle today. It is a group of cliff dwellings created by the Sinagua Indians circa 1100. On the grounds was this lovely tree. Ever since I was a young child and would crawl out my window and sleep in the tree in our backyard, trees have always held a fascination for me. I have always had a favorite tree on a route to work, route to the store, route to my son’s school. I will drive out of my way to gaze at a tree that I love. Even walking in Prescott, passing old historic buildings, stores filled with beautiful art, it is the quaking Aspen trees that delight and inspire me.