Perceptions

It’s winter where I am right now and that means snow and slush.  I still keep walking most days. I like to use my walking time to do solo sessions to add to the work that John and I do daily to end the power of the dark timeline and assist in bringing forth the Shift into the light.  Sometimes I get information to bring to our joint sessions. Sometimes I might talk to Source about questions I have about my own life.  Even in the midst of these walks and solo sessions, I’m still mindful of all that is around me.  I look at my environment as an interactive joint venture.  I’m part of the neighborhood or path I’m walking, even though I’m only in the town temporarily.  The trees, snow, sidewalks, streets, squirrels, plants, houses, bushes, sky, and clouds…all of it, are part of me and I’m part of them.  For that moment we are sharing.  I’m guided to the route to take, when to turn, and when to stop in the moment and smell or touch or look at something with more attention.

I was walking down the sidewalk, minding where there was clear concrete and where there was ice, as I wanted to stay upright 🙂 …. when suddenly,… I was told to stop and look…….I saw a Moose and a bunny….

What do you see? 

In art class we created pictures of the positive and negative of a form.  So you could notice most the snow and what form that took for you. Or you could notice the dry areas instead of the wet ones. And even looking at the wet areas, you might see something different than I did.  Perception is made up of our experiences, our emotions, our concerns, our past, our dreams, our beliefs…..so many variables.

After my brother died suddenly at age 21, I almost died a month later.  So, while in the hospital, I was afraid, as my brother had died suddenly in a hospital ostensibly from a doctor’s mistake.  I felt angry as my family didn’t discuss anything.  I was left alone with my fear, grief and questions. My parents sent a psychiatrist to analyze me and his intro was the famous Rorschach test of looking at ink blobs and saying what you see.  I refused to participate as my parents were unwilling to take part or accept any responsibility for the lack of communication,  face the grief openly or acknowledge my fear.  They stated it was all MY problem. But I remember those pictures. I don’t know if I believe in their value or not, but after 40 years in my healing practice, and as a long time activist, I see how important and telling perception is in our experience relating to the world, each other and ourselves.

Right now in the US we have a President who makes up his reality and gets thousands around the country to see and believe the same thing, in spite of the lies being exposed on a daily basis.  In the work John and I do, as we unravel the dark’s power structure, we’ve seen how it has infiltrated and invaded the entire existence here in all systems, most organizations and all areas of life, like a rampant cancer.  The propaganda that is put out is so insidious, including some truth among the lies, that even well meaning, intelligent people believe it all even when it flies in the face of what IS real…just as those at Trump’s rallies agree to and espouse his lies even if those “truths” of his change completely from day to day, even when there is stark evidence showing otherwise. 

We as humans want to believe.  We put our faith in many things.  It is a vast world and we need the structure to create a foundation for ourselves, to create a sense of safety.  As I’ve moved from most of the beliefs I grew up with and even many I adopted as an adult, I can feel a little un-tethered.  But then in surrender, you can’t get downstream unless you let go of the bank and let the river carry you.  So I turn to the guidance within and check things out with my Source within to make sure I’m following truth with a big T.

Soon, when the Shift comes, much of what we’ve been told was real, true, for our own good, etc will be exposed for the darkness that formed it all.  But what we’ll gain is TRUTH, ONENESS, PEACE, ABUNDANCE and a new World that works for the greater good of the planet and for ALL.  So I encourage you to follow your heart, stay centered within.  You will know what is truth. You will know what is good.  And you will see your path unfold and blossom like never before.

In this partly frozen slough, I see a carousel horse. What do you see?

I wish you all happy holidays, no matter how or if you celebrate them.  I wish you a peaceful Winter Solstice/Summer Solstice in the southern hemisphere.  I’m focused on there being a Shift into the Light before the new year so that we truly get to experience a NEW year, a NEW life, a NEW world.

That’s what I choose to see 🙂

Much love, katelon

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